Ctb by fatal car accident

[thesilliestgoose]

I'm at the end of my rope, I've been chronically suicidal since 4yo and have had 20+ failed suicide attempts due to being uneducated on how to do it successfully and I am unsure of how many times I've even attempted bc it was anytime I was left alone for the most part from 16-18 with other attempts at different ages as well. I just need to leave asap and I don't feel like I can wait any longer. I don't have a penny to my name but I have a car. My plan is to just get into a fatal car accident. Any tips or suggestions on how to ensure it will be fatal and I won't survive and become a vegetable? I'm terrified of the possibility of surviving this
I also want to add that I want to avoid/ prevent hurting anyone else in this crash. And preferably I want to die as quick as possible so it's less likely for someone to save me

Edit: is there any other good ways to die via car? Like carbon monoxide poisoning? Only problem is I don't own a garage bc I live in an apartment. Or I had another idea of jumping off a bridge near me that is so notorious for people ctb that it has signs everywhere telling you not to jump and that life is worth it. I would just want to dive head first right?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Sorry, but there is no assurance that any accident you are in will prove fatal. Too many things out of your control.

 

[Eternal Sleep!]

An instant death method would be crashing your car with 130mph in a truck on the opposite lane or in other words a head on head collision.

 

[thesilliestgoose]

Sorry, but there is no assurance that any accident you are in will prove fatal. Too many things out of your control.

I know that and that's what terrifies me but I was hoping someone has any suggestions to make it less likely to survive

An instant death method would be crashing your car with 130mph in a truck on the opposite lane or in other words a head on head collision.

Would a tree or telephone pole have the same affect? I don't want anyone else to be hurt

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Just remember sometimes you need to be selfish for your own peace.

Not when it comes to physically endangering other people's lives and property.

 

[thesilliestgoose]

no seatbelt, take out your airbags if possible, make sure to be going over 110. Off cliff maybe? If you are in area with highway over lapping others beneath it try heading for that. there's no real way of knowing if you'd hurt someone or survive. Just remember sometimes you need to be selfish for your own peace.

Luckily my airbags don't even work, they had a recall on them and everything. There is a bridge 30 min from me that is extremely high and just has a bunch of trees and grass below it so I could possibly drive off that and not worry about hurting anyone. I'd need to scope it out first bc idk how sturdy the wall is so I need to be sure I can drive through it first

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I know that and that's what terrifies me but I was hoping someone has any suggestions to make it less likely to survive

I can't think of any ways to make it less likely that you'd survive because there are just too many variables and things out of your control.

 

[Unattainable666]

I wouldn't suggest ctb'ing via car accident. If you survive, your will be criminally charged for the accident and could possibly spend time in prison (in the US - I've seen this happen). You could also possibly kill or injure an innocent. I can hear the desperation in your chat, but take the time to do more research before you attempt ctb this way.

 

[day]

There are plenty of other methods that have higher success rates OP. You should continue to research more as this could hurt more people physically than just you. Be safe OP and I'm so sorry the world has brought you here…

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Oh gosh I'm so sorry to hear all you've been through, glad you were not seriously injured (I hope?) by all of those attempts. Sorry I don't know methods but if you wanted to open up about why you are feeling this way and talk at all I'm sure we'd all be happy to listen. Especially since you say you're feeling like you need to leave asap it might lead to some impulsive decisions. Hard to say without knowing your circumstances, you can always DM me if you'd prefer not to talk about what you're going through publicly.

 

[mlcs]

Crashing a car full speed into a lorry from the opposite direction could probably do the thing but it's still not 100%. Crushing it into a poll or a wall also would not be certain. As others have indicated, there sre numerous different factors on which you have no influcence. You could die instantly, you could die inna few minutes, or in a hospital after hours of pain, you could end up a vegetable, or you could even get out uninjured. There's also an SI instinct which could make you dodge it or hit the brakes last second, minimasing the probability of fatal impact and causing damage only to the car and you being prosecuted by the police. Based on that that you had 20 ctb attempts so far, there's a possibility that you would have these SI problems. It's not easy to stay with your foot on a gas pedal while looking straight forward to a concrete block or a big truck you drive towards.