CTB 28th April 2022

[guest_0428]

Hello All,
I'm from Singapore, looking to CTB on 28th April this year.
Consistently having thoughts to CTB since last year, but this year the breakup with my partner was the final trigger and I no longer have hopes of getting back together with him and CTB would certainly grant me relief. Nothing would change my mind at this point, the only thing that would isn't possible.
I've paid a deposit at a Switzerland assisted suicide organization, but the process seems to take too long, and I don't think they'll let me (23 yrs old) end my life despite having a chronic condition and deteriorating health condition. Hence, looking to do it myself.
I'm still deciding in between Carbon Monoxide or SN.
Which has a higher lethal rate? I don't want to end up living.
Not sure how to get SN in Singapore either..

Also, is there a possibility where I could get Nembutal in a different country, and perhaps make a travel trip to that country to take the Nembutal?

 

[ClaudeKersey]

Hello All,
I'm from Singapore, looking to CTB on 28th April this year.
Consistently having thoughts to CTB since last year, but this year the breakup with my partner was the final trigger and I no longer have hopes of getting back together with him and CTB would certainly grant me relief. Nothing would change my mind at this point, the only thing that would isn't possible.
I've paid a deposit at a Switzerland assisted suicide organization, but the process seems to take too long, and I don't think they'll let me (23 yrs old) end my life despite having a chronic condition and deteriorating health condition. Hence, looking to do it myself.
I'm still deciding in between Carbon Monoxide or SN.
Which has a higher lethal rate? I don't want to end up living.
Not sure how to get SN in Singapore either..

Also, is there a possibility where I could get Nembutal in a different country, and perhaps make a travel trip to that country to take the Nembutal?

Hello, I am from Singapore too. Looking to CTB in Sep. I think there is a minimum age for assisted suicide organization. Singapore customs is real strict and the worst thing is that if we are caught trying to import N or SN, the result is jail for us. Hence, I don't think it is an option for us. I'm leaning towards Carbon Monoxide, hanging and potentially stabbing myself to death. Probably book a hotel room, enjoy myself for the last day before ending it all.

Would you like to have a chat in the meantime? It really sucks to be a Singaporean. Life is so tough and stressful here in Singapore. There is no humanity here. It is a joke that our laws were just revised recently, otherwise previously, people who attempt suicide can be jailed under Singapore laws (though I am guessing typically these people are admitted to IMH).

 

[Of The Universe]

The PPEH says u can go to some Latin American countries and buy it otc!!!!
" I'd like a coca cola,some juicy fruit gum and...let me see...oh yeah,GIMME SOME NEMBUTAL!!!"
"Certainly sir, Buenos dias!"

 

[guest_0428]

Hello, I am from Singapore too. Looking to CTB in Sep. I think there is a minimum age for assisted suicide organization. Singapore customs is real strict and the worst thing is that if we are caught trying to import N or SN, the result is jail for us. Hence, I don't think it is an option for us. I'm leaning towards Carbon Monoxide, hanging and potentially stabbing myself to death. Probably book a hotel room, enjoy myself for the last day before ending it all.

Would you like to have a chat in the meantime? It really sucks to be a Singaporean. Life is so tough and stressful here in Singapore. There is no humanity here. It is a joke that our laws were just revised recently, otherwise previously, people who attempt suicide can be jailed under Singapore laws (though I am guessing typically these people are admitted to IMH).

feel free to dm me

The PPEH says u can go to some Latin American countries and buy it otc!!!!
" I'd like a coca cola,some juicy fruit gum and...let me see...oh yeah,GIMME SOME NEMBUTAL!!!"
"Certainly sir, Buenos dias!"

if i had the sources like exactly where i can buy it from, i would make a trip to Latin America for sure

 

[ClaudeKersey]

feel free to dm me

if i had the sources like exactly where i can buy it from, i would make a trip to Latin America for sure

I can't dm anyone at the moment, not sure why. Seems like it has to do with post count or something. Perhaps you can dm me your telegram ID and we can start a Singapore group?

 

[guest_0428]

I can't dm anyone at the moment, not sure why. Seems like it has to do with post count or something. Perhaps you can dm me your telegram ID and we can start a Singapore group?

im not able to dm you either until your account has more activity haha

 

[deleted]

if i had the sources like exactly where i can buy it from, i would make a trip to Latin America for sure

Mexico is practically on my side, if I had the name of pharmacies that sell it, but I know that if anyone knows, they won't give me this information for fear of someone harming the seller, But I also don't believe that if you just go to the counter and ask, they'll give it to you without asking questions or worse, risk being arrested.

 

[guest_0428]

Mexico is practically on my side, if I had the name of pharmacies that sell it, but I know that if anyone knows, they won't give me this information for fear of someone harming the seller, But I also don't believe that if you just go to the counter and ask, they'll give it to you without asking questions or worse, risk being arrested.

yea exactly, N is too hard to get (especially from my country), paid $2000+ so far and of course all were scams.

 

[deleted]

yea exactly, N is too hard to get (especially from my country), paid $2000+ so far and of course all were scams.

I've been on this site for a while now and the only reliable source with whom I've heard people talk that they received the N inclusive from my country is this person from PPH, talk to him and see if it's possible to ship to your country, be careful there are many scammers there is a thread listing them all

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

 

[ClaudeKersey]

yea exactly, N is too hard to get (especially from my country), paid $2000+ so far and of course all were scams.

Even if the site is legit, our customs would likely seize it and you might run the risk of being jailed..

 

[guest_0428]

I've been on this site for a while now and the only reliable source with whom I've heard people talk that they received the N inclusive from my country is this person from PPH, talk to him and see if it's possible to ship to your country, be careful there are many scammers there is a thread listing them all

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

Singapore customs are really strict though

 

[ClaudeKersey]

Singapore customs are really strict though

Are you not worried that the N would be seized?

Singapore laws take suicide attempts pretty seriously..

 

[guest_0428]

Are you not worried that the N would be seized?

Singapore laws take suicide attempts pretty seriously..

yea...very worried about that

 

[ClaudeKersey]

yea...very worried about that

Don't mean to sound rude, but you dare to import N? What if you get caught?

 

[guest_0428]

Don't mean to sound rude, but you dare to import N? What if you get caught?

im considering SN or carbon monoxide. N seems impossible to get

 

[ClaudeKersey]

im considering SN or carbon monoxide. N seems impossible to get

I tried getting SN, but the purity level was too little. I'm looking at Carbon Monoxide, hanging or bleeding out (I know, pretty gory, but I love vampires shows). Plan to do it in a hotel. What's your plan if you don't mind me asking?

 

[guest_0428]

I tried getting SN, but the purity level was too little. I'm looking at Carbon Monoxide, hanging or bleeding out (I know, pretty gory, but I love vampires shows). Plan to do it in a hotel. What's your plan if you don't mind me asking?

what purity did you get?

 

[ClaudeKersey]

what purity did you get?

I can't really remember. I think we need 98% or 99% to CTB right? I got 95%. SN is used as a meat perservative, so I guess I was trying to become a butcher instead of dying.

Have you ever tried to get SN?

 

[guest_0428]

im trying rn haha

 

[ClaudeKersey]

im trying rn haha

Do share if you manage to, by the way, given your age...I'm guessing you are in university?

 

[guest_0428]

Do share if you manage to, by the way, given your age...I'm guessing you are in university?

no...no school and jobless

 

[ClaudeKersey]

no...no school and jobless

And you can blow $2,000 on N scams?

 

[guest_0428]

And you can blow $2,000 on N scams?

savings

 

[ClaudeKersey]

savings

That gotta sucks...anyway, I have no guts to try to import N.

Carbon monoxide seems a little complex too to be honest. I plan to CTB in a hotel and I'm worried the smoke may trigger alarms.

 

[guest_0428]

find a cheap hotel that doesnt have alarms, or where the alarms can be destroyed i suppose

 

[ready to go....]

My method is carbon monoxide also. I have opted to doing it in my car. I did want to do it in a hotel, but the risk of alarms going off or CM spreading to other rooms worries me. I hope you decide a method that will bring you comfort.

 

[guest_0428]

My method is carbon monoxide also. I have opted to doing it in my car. I did want to do it in a hotel, but the risk of alarms going off or CM spreading to other rooms worries me. I hope you decide a method that will bring you comfort.

my room is relatively small, and one major concern regarding CM is setting up the charcoal grill...im worried of doing it wrong as I've never done a grill in my life

 

[ready to go....]

my room is relatively small, and one major concern regarding CM is setting up the charcoal grill...im worried of doing it wrong as I've never done a grill in my life

They're very simple to use, a lot will come with instructions as well, there are many videos online to show you how to set them up and use.

 

[ClaudeKersey]

find a cheap hotel that doesnt have alarms, or where the alarms can be destroyed i suppose

I think all hotels will have alarms, as a fire safety precaution.

my room is relatively small, and one major concern regarding CM is setting up the charcoal grill...im worried of doing it wrong as I've never done a grill in my life

I hope you don't take it the wrong way, but are you close with your family? I won't want to do it in my house because I feel that it will bring PTSD to my family every time they go by the room.

 

[ChrisLeeHZ]

1.Travel to mexico,order from D,drink there.
2.Order from D to some SE country whose customs is not strict(maybe Thailand ),drink there.