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tuptup

Member
Feb 1, 2021
27
Hello,
decision has been made. Must pay off my 'family credit' and finally i'll CTB. My calculation says it's going to be before the end of August. Time for me.
It'd be peaceful feeling to know that i'm not only one that didin't work out :ahhha:
so who is with me? Who end this in 2021?
 
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hoffnungstod

hoffnungstod

Student
Jan 3, 2021
122
Me. During the next weekend.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
I was gonna "end it" last January, 21st.
I've decided to give life a shot now but I'm bipolar so who knows? I might ctb this year but not sure.

Anyway, I'm sorry to hear you're leaving.

Wish you the best and hope you can find peace =)
 
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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
Me, hopefully. And as soon as possible.
 
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Barracuda91

Longing for the past and dreading the future
Jan 2, 2021
20
I was thinking around August or September time, if things don't change for the better...which I can't see happening for me unfortunately.
At least I can try enjoy one last summer.
 
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Gonjoolie

Gonjoolie

Student
Feb 5, 2021
137
I promised my friends I'd try to not be suicidal by the beginning of next year but if I don't I'll be CTBing early 2022
 
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Buttercup2.0

Member
Jan 2, 2021
29
End of March- First week of April 2021
 
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gothgirl1996

Member
Jun 24, 2019
9
My brother killed himself in October 2020, it makes me want to kill myself this year. I keep thinking: "If he could do it, why not me?"
BTW, I've been suicidal for most of my life, this isn't a spur-of-the-moment thing.
 
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M84u

M84u

New Member
Jan 29, 2021
3
Me. I don't wanna wait long (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
I plan to do it shortly but having friends is becoming a real pain in the ovaries
 
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TSCursor

TSCursor

Member
May 18, 2020
33
I will try between now and next week
 
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sorella santini

sorella santini

Member
Jan 19, 2021
87
Add me in. Wish I could say it's next week, but I need circumstances to align in my favor.
 
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life-eternal

Student
Nov 11, 2020
115
I will join before June for sure
 
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cupples1979@hotmail.

Member
Jan 25, 2021
23
Im ctb asap
 
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lost_soul83

Wizard
Jan 7, 2019
638
Me, hopefully in the next week or so.
 
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CatabolicSeed

CatabolicSeed

they/them
Feb 19, 2020
263
Me! Gonna be sometime in May. Possibly June because I might wanna stick around to see a webcomic I like end, but most likely May.
 
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angelfeather

Student
Oct 31, 2020
181
Me. These thoughts are just too much to cope with.
 
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booray

Can’t do this anymore
Jan 28, 2021
394
I want to ctb by June at the latest.
 
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anxious

Member
Jan 30, 2021
14
Hopefully me! If I can find the courage to do so.
 
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Ghostly

Ghostly

Student
Nov 21, 2020
148
Feb. 12-14th for me
 
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sullen-girl1

sullen-girl1

Member
Jan 29, 2021
13
I definitely do not want to live past this year
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
492
I want, but looking for courage.
 
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FarAcrossTheWater

FarAcrossTheWater

Experienced
Sep 4, 2020
235
I personally want to finish my 20s first.
 
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ashedout

ashedout

Member
Jan 22, 2021
93
I'll be 30 this year so aiming for before then (October). If my life continues the way it is right now then I honestly don't expect to make it past when I can find SN again
 
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Keto

Student
Feb 8, 2020
107
Definitely this year. I just ordered my SN and antacid.
 
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AnotherNobody

AnotherNobody

Member
Nov 12, 2020
29
5 to 10 days left for me, I'm starting to feel the weight of my regrets in life while preparing and I really could do without
 
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fred farkle

fred farkle

Specialist
Dec 17, 2020
346
Hopefully this spring!
 
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cupples1979@hotmail.

Member
Jan 25, 2021
23
Hopefully very soon
 
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Misantrope

Misantrope

Member
Jan 14, 2021
29
I wish I could, but none of the methods available suit me. I can't bear physical pain.. My pain tolerance is too low. And I can't get a hold on Pentobarbital.

So yeh :) I'm compelled to bear all this shit.
 
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