Crying of loneliness

[TheHatedOne]

no one to listen you, no one to be there for you, no one to understand you, no one to give a shit about you, no one that acknowledges your existence, no one to share stuff with, no one to show your care and love to, no one to make you forget at least for a bit, no one, no one, no one.

I can't express in words this heartache anymore, i dont expect anything anymore. i just have to accept my fate of a forever alone loser meant to only be hated on. Sorry.

 

[tiredplant777]

I'm so sorry you're suffering like this. I understand how this feels. I wish I could offer more support.

 

[theguineapigking]

I feel so bad for you. What you're going through is one of the most emotionally painful things known to man and woman.

I luckily have people who are there for me, but I still have this pit in the bottom of my stomach, where I feel alone. I can empathize with you, because when I think about being alone, I feel that bottomless black pit of a void, then it begins to consume me, and I just want to cry. Usually I'm emotionally numb to an extent, but the feeling of being alone is horrifying. You're absolutely right that there are no words for this.

I really hope that you find someone that cares about you, to help keep you afloat. Going this world alone is torture. If this is more of a relationship type of loneliness, have you tried online dating? Some people do have success with this (one of my friends has had his life changed thanks to meetme).

Best wishes in the meantime

Ps. You're NOT a loser.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I feel so bad for you. What you're going through is one of the most emotionally painful things known to man and woman.

I luckily have people who are there for me, but I still have this pit in the bottom of my stomach, where I feel alone. I can empathize with you, because when I think about being alone, I feel that bottomless black pit of a void, and I just want to cry. Usually I'm emotionally numb to an extent, but the feeling of being alone is horrifying. You're absolutely right that there are no words for this.

I really hope that you find someone that cares about you, to help keep you afloat. Going this world alone is torture. If this is more of a relationship type of loneliness, have you tried online dating? Some people do have success with this (one of my friends has had his life changed thanks to meetme).

Best wishes in the meantime

Im in a relationship with someone who fell out of love with me. i just wish there was a caring soul.
whenever i give someone my care and love they always refuse, imnot accepted anyhwere.

 

[Arvinneedstodie]

I have been socially isolated for 7 years. You'd think 7 years is enough for me to become numb and okay with being myself, but no. Aside from the ever present feeling of loneliness that follows me everywhere, it's the hopelessness that really beats me down. I've had many difficult times and situations where I desperately needed someone to just be there for me, but I have no one, and in those moments I am completely broken. In those moments I feel like I have lost the game of life to it's fullest possible extent.

 

[Versailles]

I'm sorry that you feel like this, no one should experience such deep loneliness, it is sad to feel that there is no one close to trust.

My last girlfriend left me after having fallen into a deep depression where I lost interest in almost everything, it really is fucking being alone.

 

[TheHatedOne]

i just want to sleep atm i want to forget im just being ignored.

 

[theguineapigking]

Im in a relationship with someone who fell out of love with me. i just wish there was a caring soul.
whenever i give someone my care and love they always refuse, imnot accepted anyhwere.

I'm sorry to hear that. Maybe you'll find someone? That one friend I mentioned had had multiple girlfriends and had even been cheated on by one of them. Even then, he managed to find someone. His now gf has been with him for like 6 years or so I think. My point is that not all hope is lost. I'm not trying to preach to you or anything, but perhaps you could just keep an open mind?

Hopefully you find someone to share your care with, who can truly appreciate it.

Take it easy dude/dudette.

 

[Outandproud]

i just want to sleep atm i want to forget im just being ignored.

Sleep tight ‍

 

[ClownMe]

Im sorry you're suffering. There's nothing worse than lonliness especially in a cruel, cruel world like this one. I'm a loner myself and it's excruciating.

 

[yoyogirl]

I had decades of it and to be honest, I am sick to death of going to these groups in the town and it just being a bunch of loose canons/flaks. I have been referred to so many of these things over the years and they've just waste of my energy and time. I actually found that being at home unwell mentally and physically was actually meaningful than going stupid pathetic mental health support clubs or "fitness in mind" or "future in mind" i felt normal being sick n ill. Emotionally I am warn out, exhausted and had enough.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that for many people loneliness can be painful. The sad truth is though, that people are disappointing, they can be cruel and they can let you down. That is why I choose to stay away from others. I'm sorry you are in so much pain. I wish you peace.

 

[yoyogirl]

That's the reason why I am staying away from these places is because theyve disappointed for me so long constantly letting me down, making promises they don't keep leaving me waiting at the bus stop and I'm woman in my thirties with depression and other mental health disorders And I have been through this shit since I was a kid and throughout my teenage years and beyond and I am exhausted and I have had enough. Why can't SS and mental health get into their thick skulls, I am not wanted in society anymore and stop referring me to these stupid pathetic groups. I don't want to sit and talk about weather, what I had for breakfast and make superficial conversations with some monotone person of sit and matter about the buses or have run down of someone's grocery shopping or go through entire list of special offers or hear about latest rubbish in the Gazette or some tabloid newspaper.
Totally meaningless to me or watch two fully grown adults with special needs have full blown fight over coloured pencils like 3 year olds. "Steph won't share her red pencil with me" or sit and listen to Kelly B from Mind (ex service user of mine) talk to someome with anorexia, bulimia or severe depression like they are stupid or tell some addict his life is worthless at the moment, people are better off with him and he should go and take a load of drugs get on with it or ask for weight loss tips from the anorexic like it's a fashion disease statement or comments like "you should teach me how to self harm, that would be awesome, it must be so lovely for you get all of that attention perhaps if you did it this way you will in a box"

Basically that was the bullshit I had from her in a recovery art cafe and my local mind, plus the other organisations. I was referred to amd staff being nurses did fuck all about and kept on saying she has learning disabilities everyone. yet if we did the same we would be out in five seconds and banned for life. So it was one rule for them and one rule us.

 

[8evergo]

habe mein leben lang öfter allein geweint heute kann ich nicht mehr weinen es kommen keine trennen mehr