Crowning oneself suicide king

[SexyIncél]

I'd rate my desire to go at 8. I had an increasingly perfect life for a month. Then I made one little mistake & no one's cooperating with me to fix it. It's nothing near a life-threatening mistake. Perhaps it'll be utterly forgotten

I'm looking now at tickets to reunite with my shotgun

I'm not sad, nor depressed. I had a great time lately. I've felt things I only fantasized feeling. I've had days with no pain -- and much pleasure

It's just that... fuck this universe. I say that without emotion, just a simple observation. You can do things no one else does. You can push yourself to greater & greater things. You can be ridiculously perfect... for weeks. Preempting most mistakes; quickly fixing those few you make -- before anyone notices

But one goofy mistake gets through... then things snowball to your dismay

I have tried to bring pleasure. Now my mistake brought displeasure

I won't make a mistake when I end myself. I am very gifted at the art of self-assassination. When I fired my shotgun on the range, I hit targets dead center. Not the first shot; I noticed the gun's bias, then corrected for it. But later shots.

At point-blank range, in-the-mouth-out-the-skull, I'll receive my new crown.

 

[actual_fox]

Are you sure It cannot be fixed? I mean month worth of good life is something worthwhile.

Do you want a really sick and morbid joke or not? It will be offensive tho.

 

[ph0enix]

Are you sure It cannot be fixed? I mean month worth of good life is something worthwhile.

Do you want a really sick and morbid joke or not? It will be offensive tho.

please

 

[actual_fox]

Nooo sorry. It was rude to even ask. I hope you can find solution to this problem. Would be bad to ctb over one thing If you are capable of happiness. Hope for the best for you mate

 

[SexyIncél]

Do you want a really sick and morbid joke or not? It will be offensive tho.

Please, if you'd like! Making fun of my own death feels funny, but no one else likes it

I'll laugh even if it's not funny, because unfunny jokes are funny too :)

 

[ikadasui]

Please, if you'd like! Making fun of my own death feels funny, but no one else likes it

I'll laugh even if it's not funny, because unfunny jokes are funny too :)

Feel it with my 45 cal. Tbh I want to go tonight and leave a silly stick figure drawing and the words "you're in for a fright" at my front table for when law enforcement finds me. pretty fucked up but i think it'd fit the halloween scare theme nicely I suppose

 

[actual_fox]

Would you like to talk about this problem? I can always just listen

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief having the option of a method that you feel so confident in. I wish you the best with what you decide to do.

 

[actual_fox]

Just please remember, there was a person who failed ctb with a shotgun. No kidding. Face shot off but still alive

 

[makethepainstop]

I'd rate my desire to go at 8. I had an increasingly perfect life for a month. Then I made one little mistake & no one's cooperating with me to fix it. It's nothing near a life-threatening mistake. Perhaps it'll be utterly forgotten

I'm looking now at tickets to reunite with my shotgun

I'm not sad, nor depressed. I had a great time lately. I've felt things I only fantasized feeling. I've had days with no pain -- and much pleasure

It's just that... fuck this universe. I say that without emotion, just a simple observation. You can do things no one else does. You can push yourself to greater & greater things. You can be ridiculously perfect... for weeks. Preempting most mistakes; quickly fixing those few you make -- before anyone notices

But one goofy mistake gets through... then things snowball to your dismay

I have tried to bring pleasure. Now my mistake brought displeasure

I won't make a mistake when I end myself. I am very gifted at the art of self-assassination. When I fired my shotgun on the range, I hit targets dead center. Not the first shot; I noticed the gun's bias, then corrected for it. But later shots.

At point-blank range, in-the-mouth-out-the-skull, I'll receive my new crown.

That my brother is one hell of a coronation!

 

[Hollowillow]

I wish you'd take me with you. I wish someone could finish me off with an axe if I fail...

Lucky 99% effective way. Most horrible if failed.

People too cruel. If magix gave health back, safe home, friends... I'd never forget how people would backstab me in times of need. Vultures are kinder than humans

 

[hamtaro]

But one goofy mistake gets through... then things snowball to your dismay

Has the snowball started to melt a bit?