
Emerita
Cherish the Forsaken
- Jan 16, 2025
- 56
Call me emerita, as for my life—
As if it's my name.
I wear it on my soul—
For the time I have endured,
And soon I will go.
It is not suicide
To take my honour away!
So I ask for this name
As a final title
Before I lay with daisies.
So when the sun has dipped
And the night be all—
That mourn should meet,
Where my body rest.
Centuries will pass—
And only the tomb shall I confide
My self—and what remains of memories.
The parts of me engraved
Will erode away the ineffable grief.
As for in the fallen field,
Most of us are forgettable.
It is not legacy I seek—
But a luxury for recognition,
For the labour of my breath.
Before intimacy of the grave
I lived— a survival of pain.
Till I took the day in hand
And instead picked a gentleman—
That his name was death.
[Emerita a Latin term meaning someone soon to retire with honour —used here to signify a name of honour for a life lived that will soon end]
This isn't well written but its my name here so thought I would share.
As if it's my name.
I wear it on my soul—
For the time I have endured,
And soon I will go.
It is not suicide
To take my honour away!
So I ask for this name
As a final title
Before I lay with daisies.
So when the sun has dipped
And the night be all—
That mourn should meet,
Where my body rest.
Centuries will pass—
And only the tomb shall I confide
My self—and what remains of memories.
The parts of me engraved
Will erode away the ineffable grief.
As for in the fallen field,
Most of us are forgettable.
It is not legacy I seek—
But a luxury for recognition,
For the labour of my breath.
Before intimacy of the grave
I lived— a survival of pain.
Till I took the day in hand
And instead picked a gentleman—
That his name was death.
[Emerita a Latin term meaning someone soon to retire with honour —used here to signify a name of honour for a life lived that will soon end]
This isn't well written but its my name here so thought I would share.