Venting Craziness

[lainsito]

I don't get what the fuck is wrong with me. I feel like each day I am getting mkre crazy and do nothing about it. I am tired of pretending every day that I am fine when I am just driving myself crazy, this is not the real me and I am not like this. People have a wrong idea of me being "nice" or "kind" but if I had an opportunity I would be totally the opposite. I feel like I am not valid because there are people who are worse than me and I have this idea that I need to get worse both physically abd mentally.
Nobody understand what I am going through, even if I explained with details.

 

[justanotherfailure]

I'm sorry that you sometimes feel like you need to get worse. Recovery is possible, but its a difficult process. I hope you can find the energy to get better