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Sorry. Totally not ignoring you just been a crazy few days. haven't been on much.129,833
hi
you never answered @NoPoint2Life
Banning? Who? I'm also out of the loop, it seems...Sorry. Totally not ignoring you just been a crazy few days. haven't been on much.
Because I had come on this thread and even though there were just a few pages, it sounded like they had been some trouble and some banning. So I always feel out of the loop not having a clue about all the shit that goes on here that I never know about. like in high school lol
But i will probably keep mine because it's classic… Works for regular life and for ctb.
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I'm sorry, did you decapitate your arm????129 847
Yes, I am right hand dominant anyway
Noo, I just agave it more nerve damage. Its still attacheed! And moving!I'm sorry, did you decapitate your arm????
Sorry for the question, but do you SH because you feel distressed? It's just that each person does it for different reasons. If it bothers you, you don't need to answer.129, 848
Hi amor!
It removes negative emotions, gives me a sense pf punishing myself, an outlet for self loathing tendencies, and I like it as a method of making my body submit to my mind, of making my body match my mindSorry for the question, but do you SH because you feel distressed? It's just that each person does it for different reasons. If it bothers you, you don't need to answer.
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Also the correct word would be amputate :P decapitate is usually only for headsI'm sorry, did you decapitate your arm????
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Ah... I actually relapsed yesterday... I hope you feel safer and kinder to yourself soon...It removes negative emotions, gives me a sense pf punishing myself, an outlet for self loathing tendencies, and I like it as a method of making my body submit to my mind, of making my body match my mind
Also the correct word would be amputate :P decapitate is usually only for heads
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It removes negative emotions, gives me a sense pf punishing myself, an outlet for self loathing tendencies, and I like it as a method of making my body submit to my mind, of making my body match my mind
Also the correct word would be amputate :P decapitate is usually only for heads
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No worries:) I hope you get better soon xixi:)And sorry, English is not my first language.
I know this escalates really fast. In the past, I used to cut myself too, and each time I had to cut deeper. Although I did it because I was so apathetic that it bothered me not to feel anything, I never cut as deep as you do. If you could stop, it would be good. Please take care of yourself—this is getting too dangerous for you.
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I agree with Amor, you should probably try to stop... I know this is cheap coming from a fucking worthless shallow cutter such as myself, but it really can fuck you up...No worries:) I hope you get better soon xixi:)
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How are you amor?
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I agree with Amor, you should probably try to stop... I know this is cheap coming from a fucking worthless shallow cutter such as myself, but it really can fuck you up...
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I'm okay. I have my own way of coping, which is smoking. But I only do it when I'm really feeling very apathetic or mentally distressed. I'm quitting smoking—some days I don't even smoke. This is my SH, mutilating my lungs, but I want to stop soon and I'm already working on it. I hope you stop your SH soon too. I know it might seem unfair for me to say this, but we just want what's best for you.[Hidden content]
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What do you smoke? Cigarettes? I like smoking a lot. You can try the nicotine gum or losenges they hahe now, idk if they are in your country..I'm okay. I have my own way of coping, which is smoking. But I only do it when I'm really feeling very apathetic or mentally distressed. I'm quitting smoking—some days I don't even smoke. This is my SH, mutilating my lungs, but I want to stop soon and I'm already working on it. I hope you stop your SH soon too. I know it might seem unfair for me to say this, but we just want what's best for you.
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I smoke regular cigarettes. I thought about buying Camel, those milder ones, because nicotine gives me a headache quickly. I can't smoke more than 3 a day because it makes me nauseous, but cigarettes are the only thing that gives me relief.What do you smoke? Cigarettes? I like smoking a lot. You can try the nicotine gum or losenges they hahe now, idk if they are in your country..
I will never quit sh until I ctb. It just feels too good. I appreciate thr concern, but I feel like tbis is best for me
129 842I smoke regular cigarettes. I thought about buying Camel, those milder ones, because nicotine gives me a headache quickly. I can't smoke more than 3 a day because it makes me nauseous, but cigarettes are the only thing that gives me relief.
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I still don't really like cigarettes—they leave a bad taste in my mouth. What I like is the effect: when I'm stressed, a cigarette makes my head and body feel light; and when I'm apathetic, I smoke to feel something, usually a sense of relaxation.129 842
I think regular ciggaretes are better for you because they makew you cough more and are harder to drag, as opposed to lights ot menthols. Does nicotine gige you relief? Or just th feeling of smoking? Sorry. Drunk and cannot use my lfert hand
Well ifff gou just like rhe feeling of being on nicotine, there are probably better options then:)I still don't really like cigarettes—they leave a bad taste in my mouth. What I like is the effect: when I'm stressed, a cigarette makes my head and body feel light; and when I'm apathetic, I smoke to feel something, usually a sense of relaxation.
In my country, cigarettes are very expensive. There's a law that taxes the price of cigarettes absurdly high, so menthol cigarettes are extremely expensive. I think it might be cheaper to get cocaine than those cigarettes, lol. Welcome to Latin America.
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I have a strange body—I don't get addicted. The coffee I drink is more for the taste than for the effect. I've been smoking for a few weeks, but it's already losing its effect very quickly. In the past, SH used to relieve me a lot—very simple cuts—but soon I felt my body go numb if I tried to cut myself... I really don't understand my body.Well ifff gou just like rhe feeling of being on nicotine, there are probably better options then:)
Cigarettes are somewhat expensive here too. Much cheaper to buy actual drugs lol
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In my experience, a lot of people mistake liking the taste or coffee or cigs with liking the psychoactive affects, but I this makes sense. I only smoke twice a weeek to maintain th nicotine high. It's probably good to not get addicted to substances lol.I have a strange body—I don't get addicted. The coffee I drink is more for the taste than for the effect. I've been smoking for a few weeks, but it's already losing its effect very quickly. In the past, SH used to relieve me a lot—very simple cuts—but soon I felt my body go numb if I tried to cut myself... I really don't understand my body.
I've smoked weed before. The only thing that happened was that one joint made me sleep the whole afternoon, lol.
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