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Arvayn

Arvayn

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Ugh, my day today has just turned fucking miserable. But hey, I have oreos and milk! This'll pick me up. I just have to be veeeery careful... to not chew on my left side...
 
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ah... I got a real bad headache that makes me nauseous
 
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Arvayn

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I'M GOING TO CUT OFF ALL OF MY CATS' FUCKING NUTSACKS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
...
Cough cough...
I meant to say, I've been tasked with bringing my cats to the veterinary clinic for a castration procedure. Poor boys, they have no idea what's coming.
 
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Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
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I'M GOING TO CUT OFF ALL OF MY CATS' FUCKING NUTSACKS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
...
Cough cough...
I meant to say, I've been tasked with bringing my cats to the veterinary clinic for a castration procedure. Poor boys, they have no idea what's coming.
How old are your cars?

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Arvayn

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How old are your cars?
I have 4 of them, all males.
One's 11 months old.
Two are twins, both 5 months old.
One's an old timer, not sure how old he is exactly but he's certainly senior. He just decided to live with me. And now he'll pay the price...
 
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Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
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I have 4 of them, all males.
One's 11 months old.
Two are twins, both 5 months old.
One's an old timer, not sure how old he is exactly but he's certainly senior. He just decided to live with me. And now he'll pay the price...
Is it even worth castrating the old one at this point? I'd imagine he's far too old to be getting any potential action, anyway.

Also, completely unrelated question, but how did you die? I've been wondering for a while.

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Arvayn

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Is it even worth castrating the old one at this point? I'd imagine he's far too old to be getting any potential action, anyway.

Also, completely unrelated question, but how did you die? I've been wondering for a while.
Yeah, I don't think it's worth it either, but I have been told to get him castrated too, so... Just following orders, as they say.

In a nutshell, I caught a rather extreme form of major depressive disorder, combined with intermittent mania and psychosis. The depression was so bad that I would essentially be a vegetable. Every day, I would do absolutely nothing. Just stare at the ceiling and not move from my bed, without even checking my phone. I had no energy to be suicidal, or to think, or do... literally anything.
On some days, I'd get abrupt psychotic breaks where I felt extremely energized and euphoric, and I'd be compelled to blindly follow some specific impulses. Those were the only days I really did anything.
Anyway...
Thanks to the MDD, I stopped eating and drinking altogether. If I drank, it would just be one or two gulps, and if I ate, it was always garbage snacks that didn't give my body any nutrients or calories, and just gave my stomach something to digest. You could refer to this as my "attempt".
Across the months of rotting, I experienced quite a few symptoms, but I'll skip over them and get to the point.
After a while, I was starved enough that my immune system stopped working. Somehow, I caught a bacterial disease. Without an immune system, this disease wrecked havoc on my body and eventually made its way into my blood. From the blood, it ended up inside my heart. I then experienced heart failure, and passed out from arrhythmia. While waiting for the ambulance to come, my heart croaked again and I had cardiac arrest, and I lost consciousness and life signs. The paramedics got there pretty quick and resuscitated me, though.

If you have any other "personal" questions about me, feel free to ask... I'm an open book.
 
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SleeplessAndSad

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Good morning, SaS!
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I am jealous. It seems so easy for you two write such large texts, while i sit here wondering where to even start.

How are you?
 
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Arvayn

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I am jealous. It seems so easy for you two write such large texts, while i sit here wondering where to even start.

How are you?
Hmm, one man's trash is another woman's treasure... I always struggle with the fact that I don't know how to efficiently communicate my thoughts in as little words as possible. I mean, I want to be clear and make sure I don't leave out any important details or get misinterpreted, but I also don't want to bore people with overexplaining!

I'm very good. I had a quality sleep, and today I will take my cats to get castrated.
I'm also going to give up on sugar starting today. My teeth just can't handle it, and my mouth has horrible genetics regardless, so there really is no helping it.
 
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SleeplessAndSad

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Hmm, one man's trash is another woman's treasure... I always struggle with the fact that I don't know how to efficiently communicate my thoughts in as little words as possible. I mean, I want to be clear and make sure I don't leave out any important details or get misinterpreted, but I also don't want to bore people with overexplaining!

I'm very good. I had a quality sleep, and today I will take my cats to get castrated.
I'm also going to give up on sugar starting today. My teeth just can't handle it, and my mouth has horrible genetics regardless, so there really is no helping it.
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Hmm i didn't see it this way. Guess the grass is always greener on the other side.

That's good to hear. How is the teeth doing?
 
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Arvayn

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Hmm i didn't see it this way. Guess the grass is always greener on the other side.

That's good to hear. How is the teeth doing?
You could say that... I think other people appreciate the good parts of what I have, while I'm just focused on the bad parts. I should take a page from their books.

Teeth are alright. Still need to get a dentist appointment, but I can slowly start speaking again and chewing on that side. I just have to be very careful to properly cook my food and not consume any super sugary stuff.
 
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SleeplessAndSad

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You could say that... I think other people appreciate the good parts of what I have, while I'm just focused on the bad parts. I should take a page from their books.

Teeth are alright. Still need to get a dentist appointment, but I can slowly start speaking again and chewing on that side. I just have to be very careful to properly cook my food and not consume any super sugary stuff.
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You should get the appointment soon. Don't risk another infection.
 
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SleeplessAndSad

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Good to hear. I am having a hard time imagining that in my head. Are you telling me you are upside down? lol
 
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EmptyBottle

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129,807 mostly, since the laptop started leaning a lil it leans on my knee too | edit: now cya, laptop upright again and back on charger, 92% at time of post, maybe 100% in 10 mins idk.
 
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こんにちは、げんきですか @Xi-Xi

Or whatever timezone you are in haha

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