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Is it even worth castrating the old one at this point? I'd imagine he's far too old to be getting any potential action, anyway.
Also, completely unrelated question, but how did you die? I've been wondering for a while.
Yeah, I don't think it's worth it either, but I have been told to get him castrated too, so... Just following orders, as they say.
In a nutshell, I caught a rather extreme form of major depressive disorder, combined with intermittent mania and psychosis. The depression was so bad that I would essentially be a vegetable. Every day, I would do absolutely
nothing. Just stare at the ceiling and not move from my bed, without even checking my phone. I had no energy to be suicidal, or to think, or do... literally anything.
On some days, I'd get abrupt psychotic breaks where I felt extremely energized and euphoric, and I'd be compelled to blindly follow some specific impulses. Those were the only days I really did anything.
Anyway...
Thanks to the MDD, I stopped eating and drinking altogether. If I drank, it would just be one or two gulps, and if I ate, it was always garbage snacks that didn't give my body any nutrients or calories, and just gave my stomach something to digest. You could refer to this as my "attempt".
Across the months of rotting, I experienced quite a few symptoms, but I'll skip over them and get to the point.
After a while, I was starved enough that my immune system stopped working. Somehow, I caught a bacterial disease. Without an immune system, this disease wrecked havoc on my body and eventually made its way into my blood. From the blood, it ended up inside my heart. I then experienced heart failure, and passed out from arrhythmia. While waiting for the ambulance to come, my heart croaked again and I had cardiac arrest, and I lost consciousness and life signs. The paramedics got there pretty quick and resuscitated me, though.
If you have any other "personal" questions about me, feel free to ask... I'm an open book.