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hello i'm back
 
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He rises from the dead.
 
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Unfortunately, I rise up from the very much alive.
 
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Did you at least rise after a good night sleep?
 
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How you doing Mozart?
 
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Argh sorry buddy. That sucks.
 
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boddibo

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Argh sorry buddy. That sucks.
I know it's because it's a work day and it's just stressing me out somehow even if I don't feel anxious about going to work. 5 hours of shitty sleep, again.
 
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I can't recall if you have meds for sleep?
 
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I do. GP prescribed me benzo to relax (around dinner time) then sleeping pills (to take before going to sleep).
 
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My guess is that they aren't working.
 
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My guess is that they aren't working.
Well, maybe. But I can't recall correctly if they are supposed to work within the first days or if like antidepressants you have to wait ~2 to 4 weeks for them to work correctly.

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