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never interfere with a lifespan reaping
- Feb 12, 2022
- 524
I give myself anywhere from tonight to Monday morning.
This is a preemptive goodbye thread/place for me to spam my thoughts. I'll be going with SN, no antiemetic, possibly no antacid. I'll be fasting beginning now - I haven't ate since lunch (roughly 4 hours ago). I'll have ibuprofen. Will determine how I split the SN dose later. Unless I feel like pain then I'll attempt hanging instead, probably not though.
Had been planning on Sunday but learned the hard way not to trust people and I don't want to lose my ability to attempt. I hate this. Might not finish making "amends" and going through my stuff as I wished, a shame since I was actually feeling almost excited to do that. Might not make many proper goodbyes either. Will post more later, thanks to anyone who cares to read or comment. The people here made me feel comfortable but I think I let that feeling make me get sloppy outside of this site. I don't want to be trapped in this life against my will.
This is a preemptive goodbye thread/place for me to spam my thoughts. I'll be going with SN, no antiemetic, possibly no antacid. I'll be fasting beginning now - I haven't ate since lunch (roughly 4 hours ago). I'll have ibuprofen. Will determine how I split the SN dose later. Unless I feel like pain then I'll attempt hanging instead, probably not though.
Had been planning on Sunday but learned the hard way not to trust people and I don't want to lose my ability to attempt. I hate this. Might not finish making "amends" and going through my stuff as I wished, a shame since I was actually feeling almost excited to do that. Might not make many proper goodbyes either. Will post more later, thanks to anyone who cares to read or comment. The people here made me feel comfortable but I think I let that feeling make me get sloppy outside of this site. I don't want to be trapped in this life against my will.