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Tamara Tami

Tamara Tami

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any body here when you check the watch, you constantly see next numbers 33, 22, 11, 9/11, since i have a iatrogenic injury on my brain and im constantly suffering torture with 24/7symptoms feeling like dying and thinking in suicide and to be dead, almost always i see this numbers in the watch, im really tired cause i see them ALWAYS ans its making me crazy. before my iatrogenic injury and feeling in torture and suicidal, i never saw this patron of numbers
you know what this could mean?
 
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Smart No More

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I can promise you that it means nothing other than being a coincidence. It's very easy to find patterns in anything and it can reinforce misconceptions that those patterns translate into reason. It's very logical to think that way because it helps us find logic in our world and we wouldn't be able to live as we do without it. It is a gift and a curse for some. You appear to be in that category. I think it's useful to consider things like the inconceivable vastness of space and all the coincidences that occur but don't relate to an intelligent cause or logic. They just happen because they can. It provides a certain perspective on things if you can grasp the concept fully. What can be hard is stopping yourself from searching for the things you found yourself noticing. In your case the numbers. When you start looking for them, you will see them. It's like astronomy and star signs. Any of those things written can apply to any person and if you read any of them under your relevant star sign you could see familiarity in it because you're looking for it. There's a good study where somebody wrote a whole questionnaire that a group of people answered and then subsequently received a return document that offered some insights about them based on their answers. Every person answered a variety of different answers and when they read their results there were many tears as they proclaimed just how spot on the results were to them personally. Many were astonished. They were more astonished when it was revealed to them that every one of them received the exact same return document. They had all seen theirselves in it because they were looking for it.

I think Derren Brown did it in one of his shows. Maybe that would be useful for you to check out. He covers a lot of things that might be beneficial in offering you a comforting perspective on things. You'll find them online no problem I'm sure. Amazon maybe.
 
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I often get coincidences so spooky that I could easily interpret as signs. But even if they were real signs what's the point in them? It's like the Universe just says 'Hello' and nothing more. Maybe if some spirit materialised in front of me and gave me direct message, I'd believe it. Until then it's just my brain seeking patterns.
 
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That happens to me too every once and a while. When it happens, I usually see 111/11
 
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When you think about it, those numbers 111 are only noticed because they're the same. If we were to see 273 in the same frequency as we notice 111 we wouldn't pick up on it. Its just our minds finding familiarity. The chances of any number combination coming up is equal to any other.
 
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171S

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Nov 16, 2021
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any body here when you check the watch, you constantly see next numbers 33, 22, 11, 9/11, since i have a iatrogenic injury on my brain and im constantly suffering torture with 24/7symptoms feeling like dying and thinking in suicide and to be dead, almost always i see this numbers in the watch, im really tired cause i see them ALWAYS ans its making me crazy.
you know what this could mean?
Yes, I have also been having this same experience for years, I feel like for a split second something takes over my minds ability to control my muscles and I suddenly find myself looking at the clock at times when digits repeat for no reason whatsoever. Its like something out there is trying to get my attention.

I try no to give much meaning to it because in the end it has no objective meaning I could give or an evidence based explanation.

I feel like something is messing with us. Sometimes it stops for months and then suddenly again I start getting the same problem, if I am using the computer, cellphone, or when I am driving almost every day for while and sometimes a few times a day I end up losing control of the muscles responsible for eye and neck movement just for a split second and feel something from the outside moves those muscles against my will so I see the clock at 11:11, 12:12, 11:22, 2:22, and over time I start seeing other numbers like 3:33, 4:44, it feels random and then after a while it stops.

I wish I knew. I think its something in the spiritual consciousness. I certainly don't care for numbers or clocks at all, I hate them just for having this experience. It makes no sense at all. I also don't care for any "spiritual" hocus pocus or the scary heebie jeebies nonsense at all. I live here in a physical world and have physical problems. But sometimes it seems there are things out there that can think and move and we can't really see them. Who knows.

In fact having this makes me think about not ctb because I would consider it a nightmare the possibility of facing whatever ahole pos entity is messing around with me all those times. Certainly I never feel easy and calm every time it happens, it does not improve or enrich my life experience at all, quite the opposite, it feels alarming and dangerous.

I feel like people who haven't had this recurrent experience and try to explain it have no idea how it feels or what happens and give explanations that sound out of touch with my reality.
 
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Pluto

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Some people in the New Age community believe in numerology and would probably have an interpretation of what you are perceiving.
 
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phoebemarie

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Dec 16, 2021
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In numerology those are all important numbers ( well, all numbers are but some carry a bit more "weight"). 9 is the number of completion, and is the essence of all the other numbers. 11, 22, 33 are all "master"numbers. No fear, no worry,, but just more potency. There are some good books on numerology, maybe 3 that aren't just silly.
 
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lost_ally

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Nov 25, 2021
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I've been getting this daily since 2012. It's really bizarre and not just my clock/phone but receipts, tickets..anything.
I can't understand it either, but I do feel it's a universal consciousness connection.
Usually it means things are going to be okay, from my observation. I find comfort in them.
 
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171S

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Nov 16, 2021
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I've been getting this daily since 2012. It's really bizarre and not just my clock/phone but receipts, tickets..anything.
I can't understand it either, but I do feel it's a universal consciousness connection.
Usually it means things are going to be okay, from my observation. I find comfort in them.
Yeah I also experienced this with payment amounts and change a lot combined with the clock times. But I always felt uneasy the whole time. I don't understand how people feel better about something we know nothing about.
 
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Oct 15, 2021
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I was very curious about what happens in the 'afterlife' so I started doing research on mediums as they are able to connect with the other side and these number patterns came up as a sign from loved ones who have passed on, I'm not sure how real or true this is but those were one of the things I came across when I was researching.
 
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little helpers

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Dec 14, 2021
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things that humans can't find an explanation for, it tortures them.
I promise I wasn't trying to be an armchair philosopher lol.

the brain is adapted to pattern recognition, and expects meaning out of them. so if you can't get around this, feed it one.
that's my take on it.
 
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lost_ally

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Nov 25, 2021
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Yeah I also experienced this with payment amounts and change a lot combined with the clock times. But I always felt uneasy the whole time. I don't understand how people feel better about something we know nothing about.
I guess I learned over time that nothing bad happened during these spells and usually good things came, especially with 444.
Numbers are universal, a language really. I believe in other wordly beings which perhaps influence these.
 
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I was very curious about what happens in the 'afterlife' so I started doing research on mediums as they are able to connect with the other side and these number patterns came up as a sign from loved ones who have passed on, I'm not sure how real or true this is but those were one of the things I came across when I was researching.
It's not real or true. Mediums are frauds and when you come across anyone claiming to be so you should assume liar. They literally feed off of the gullable and needy. They know they're lying and they take the money with no shame. For that reason I consider them amongst the grimiest of humans.

I'm not having a go at you btw. Just answering your query regarding how real or true they are.
 
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eternalmelancholy

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It sounds like you have a preoccupation with repeating digits. Do you have OCD by chance?
 
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Yeah I also experienced this with payment amounts and change a lot combined with the clock times. But I always felt uneasy the whole time. I don't understand how people feel better about something we know nothing about.
We do know about it. Ask a mathematician or a scientist and they will explain it fully. Random is so random that it throws up coincidence and its hard for the brain to comprehend or accept. For example, in certain games that involve random events or the roll of a random 'dice' of some kind, they have to tweak it because people complain that it's "not random enough" due to repetition and coincidence. People think that random means different every time. It doesn't. Random means random and every roll of the dice has as much chance of landing one as it does six. Board games are based around this principle and have been for many years. It's a game of 'luck'. Luck being another false concept that has been born out of our inability to accept randomness in its true sense. There is no reason behind it. There are so many moving parts surrounding numbers on your pay slips, receipts and any other thing that contains written numbers that there is absolutely nothing more than coincidence to anything you perceive. Believing otherwise is just the instinct of narcissism wanting to believe we're special somehow.
 
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I can understand cause I have constantly seen the number 56 all my life for some odd fucking reason. It reminds me of that movie with Jim Carey 'The Number 23' where he was haunted by it or whatever but for me I don't know what it even means still. It just constantly follows me like a shadow. Like for example, now you can not tell me this is fucking trippy as fuck but when all my money was almost gone in the bank but only some change was still left over in there my last bank statement said 0.56. Wtf.
 
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any body here when you check the watch, you constantly see next numbers 33, 22, 11, 9/11, since i have a iatrogenic injury on my brain and im constantly suffering torture with 24/7symptoms feeling like dying and thinking in suicide and to be dead, almost always i see this numbers in the watch, im really tired cause i see them ALWAYS ans its making me crazy. before my iatrogenic injury and feeling in torture and suicidal, i never saw this patron of numbers
you know what this could mean?
I see 818 everywhere. It is my birthdate and idk it means something to me because I am planning not to reach my next 😅