any body here when you check the watch, you constantly see next numbers 33, 22, 11, 9/11, since i have a iatrogenic injury on my brain and im constantly suffering torture with 24/7symptoms feeling like dying and thinking in suicide and to be dead, almost always i see this numbers in the watch, im really tired cause i see them ALWAYS ans its making me crazy.
you know what this could mean?
Yes, I have also been having this same experience for years, I feel like for a split second something takes over my minds ability to control my muscles and I suddenly find myself looking at the clock at times when digits repeat for no reason whatsoever. Its like something out there is trying to get my attention.
I try no to give much meaning to it because in the end it has no objective meaning I could give or an evidence based explanation.
I feel like something is messing with us. Sometimes it stops for months and then suddenly again I start getting the same problem, if I am using the computer, cellphone, or when I am driving almost every day for while and sometimes a few times a day I end up losing control of the muscles responsible for eye and neck movement just for a split second and feel something from the outside moves those muscles against my will so I see the clock at 11:11, 12:12, 11:22, 2:22, and over time I start seeing other numbers like 3:33, 4:44, it feels random and then after a while it stops.
I wish I knew. I think its something in the spiritual consciousness. I certainly don't care for numbers or clocks at all, I hate them just for having this experience. It makes no sense at all. I also don't care for any "spiritual" hocus pocus or the scary heebie jeebies nonsense at all. I live here in a physical world and have physical problems. But sometimes it seems there are things out there that can think and move and we can't really see them. Who knows.
In fact having this makes me think about not ctb because I would consider it a nightmare the possibility of facing whatever ahole pos entity is messing around with me all those times. Certainly I never feel easy and calm every time it happens, it does not improve or enrich my life experience at all, quite the opposite, it feels alarming and dangerous.
I feel like people who haven't had this recurrent experience and try to explain it have no idea how it feels or what happens and give explanations that sound out of touch with my reality.