savoytruffle
Student
- Mar 31, 2022
- 197
on literally anything. ive never ever made someone proud in my life. whether it's teachers, instructors, coaches, everyone literally everyone i ever looked up to, in the end i always fail them and give up. eventually i just try to forget the shame and i cut all contact with them.
i know i just know it really doesn't m matter in the end and nobody remembers me after like a month or two, but im just AGONIZING over it even years later. id give anything for all these thoughts to just leave me alone, just one minute of peace without being tortured by my own mind, do i have to be drunk/high 24/7 to just make the noise die down????? i can't take it anymore
i know i just know it really doesn't m matter in the end and nobody remembers me after like a month or two, but im just AGONIZING over it even years later. id give anything for all these thoughts to just leave me alone, just one minute of peace without being tortured by my own mind, do i have to be drunk/high 24/7 to just make the noise die down????? i can't take it anymore
