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lostmyonlylove
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- Aug 17, 2022
- 21
I have just failed a partial hanging attempt three times in a row by aborting before blacking out. I never actually blacked out, but my vision and hearing were fading, and my limbs started to tingle and lose feeling. I have made several partial hanging attempts in the past few months similar to this, but I was never as close to blacking out as I was this time. After the last of the three attempts, I felt really tired and jittery after I removed the noose, and now I'm worried that I damaged my brain somehow. Does it sound like brain damage has occurred? I know that any hanging is very risky. I'm worried that if I get checked out, that I may be committed to the psych ward. I just can't tell if I feel weird due to the adrenaline/SI from almost dying, anxiety from my OCD thinking I have brain damage, or actual brain damage.