compilation of all my suicide playlists before i ctb.

[notevenhere]

ive attempted more before, when i was 19 21 24 25 but it was on an old spotify acc or i made no playlist

aug 2022 sulli died at 25. (attempt 1: failed.)
july 2022 u should feel terrible but u never will
aug 2023 goodnight at midnight.
aug 2023 im not dead
march 2023 m444ri?
nov 2023 i'm sorry this wasn't the happiness you wished for.
dec 2023 attempt 4 after
nov 2025 momentum

manifesting it all works out for me in the end

funeral songs i already have in mind
big jacket - car seat headrest

 

[peewee]

big hugs , sorry your here, I'm also making a playlist. I think I'm a similar age to you. I recommend the anime 'Wolfs Rain' from the 90s, to anyone with depression or suicidal thoughts. A pack of wolves who can disguise themselves as human search for 'paradise' aka heaven in a dystopian end of the world scenario.
the soundtrack is amazing, the story and art really hit, its beautiful. I hope everything workds out for you, I hope you change your mind. And if you dont I hope you find peace