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jojobanana

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Oct 8, 2023
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what would happen if i went to ambulance head office of the ambulance crew that made fun of me and locked myself somewhere and took my sn.
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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You'll probably just end up in the psych ward.
 
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LostHighway

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May 5, 2025
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what would happen if i went to ambulance head office of the ambulance crew that made fun of me and locked myself somewhere and took my sn.
You want to end your life out of spite?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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You'd be found & just have to go through the experience all over again.
 
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jojobanana

Student
Oct 8, 2023
166
i'm hoping i look myself away long enough to let the sn do its job
lock
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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Lock yourself where? There's probably cameras on the building. You won't make it to an entrance without being seen. When I do it I'm going to make sure I'm far away from people who could "save" me.
 
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meowalyst

revenant
Jul 28, 2026
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im confused big time but this in so so many ways is flawed. i dunno man
 
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jojobanana

Student
Oct 8, 2023
166
why is it flawed. i understand if it doesn't work there will be consequences. but sn is a near guaranteed death if i manage to stash myself away long enough. in the toilets maybe.

i wont be dying out of spite. i've been wanting to die for a long time. but these people still think suicide is a joke. no matter what i've done to move on i really can't. i feel fundamentally different since it happened. i feel like ive lost some level of brain function but i will never be able to prove it
 
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meowalyst

revenant
Jul 28, 2026
54
why is it flawed. i understand if it doesn't work there will be consequences. but sn is a near guaranteed death if i manage to stash myself away long enough. in the toilets maybe.

i wont be dying out of spite. i've been wanting to die for a long time. but these people still think suicide is a joke. no matter what i've done to move on i really can't. i feel fundamentally different since it happened. i feel like ive lost some level of brain function but i will never be able to prove it
im just a bit lost, and its risky if you do get found you can be saved. but also how are you getting to the bathroom? sneaking in? because that won't work
 
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Johnny99

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Apr 2, 2025
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A bit similar case:

I am thinking of going to the toilet of the healthcare unit that doesn't take me seriously and keeps ignoring me. I went there acutely suicidal accompanied by police who took me there from my home, and they just berated and ridiculed me and sent home.

I assume that behind locked bathroom it takes a while for anyone to notice. It's own single unit and not multiple stalls. And then it takes time for them to break in.

I will send a delayed text message after 5 hours that they can find me dead in their bathroom. So it's a text message from already dead person.

Other option is to jump back first from the 6th floor window of this healthcare unit.
 
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