codeine with paracetamol OD? +I feel like my friend is bringing me down mentally

[SplitInfrastructure]

At first the question, is a codeine and paracetamol a painless way to end it? 500 mg paracetamol and 30mg of codeine in a pill, theres 14of them, because i used two to get rid of a major headache once and then with the same reason but adding an awful low before anything

This is more recent then my previous mother post-
My friend has simmilar issues to me, but I guess one thing stands out the most, they mostly vent to me, which I dont mind really, it just really makes me wanna ctb. I don't wanna vent to her, because whenever I tell hthem Im feeling down enough to want to do it I feel a lot of times swept aside, I know they love me and I love them but its just exhausting to get messages daily about them quitting their job soon because they cant do something (they started about a month ago and they barely started using vector graphic programmes), I tell them that its normal and they barely started learning- they often times tell me theyre useless so I try to remind them how much they mean to me, they say they will ctb soon I just dont know how to respond anymore. anything I say wont make them feel better and I usually feel like Im making things worse
Maybe I am just thinking about before it was so much easier to calm them down, but now I just get plenty messages that theyre ripping their skin apart, going to hurt themselves more and more and its almost daily at this point, even on weekends
No matter what I say, if I say that Ill be left alone in this world when she does it, that stopped helping, if I keep telling them that they mean a lot to me they say Ill just find someone else no matter how many times I tell them that I won't find another them
at some point I just stopped responding whenever it happens, I dont have the strenght, Im dealing with my own issues and lows that I feel like I can't share because I know they either wont understand or it will go into them getting angry at some point, or eventally me feeling belittled
I tried talking to them, I told them that them declaring ctb loudly makes me go into panic attacks and me not being able to respond, but its like the topic never happened, thats also a reason why i stopped telling them about my thoughts because I didnt wanna end up like a hypocrite, but whenever I just can't take it anymore Im just mostly met with 'calm down'. I dont wanna tell them theyre making me tired because Ive done that before and she sent it to someone else and they commented on that, I know I shouldnt have said that but I just didnt know even how to respond to another night being left with a sudden stop of communication after them saying they are going to do harm to themselves and leaving me like that
If I ever not respond to their messages after a breakdown at work they just tell me not to move in with them if I dont want to (like I wouldnt) or start again saying that theyre useless and theyre harming me
Its a cycle that just closes itself in, but its making me more stressed every time it happens
The way they keep rejecting my words hurts, the way they keep pressing on me finding someone else hurts, everything they say hurts at this point and I dont know how to even respond to that
I'm paranoid again that someone is constantly watching over everything I do, that whenever I feel bad because of them I just should keep myself shut to avoid conflict and I'm shutting down emotionally whenever I find the strenght to respond to them again saying theyre useless because they dont know a program they started using a week or two ago, but at the same time I dont want to write anything when Im putting up a mental barrier not to get hurt
I just want to ctb out of this, but I dont want to leave them alone either

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Don't try a paracetamol OD. This will most likely not lead to a peaceful ctb rather than destroyed liver and kidneys and a lot of pain for many days. I suggest to look into other more effective methods.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Paracetamol overdose will cause organ damage and a LOT of pain.
I would seriously reconsider my CTB method.
There are far quicker and less painful methods to exit this world.
So sorry that people are invalidating your feelings too. People really are insensitive and lacking compassion these days.

 

[SplitInfrastructure]

Paracetamol overdose will cause organ damage and a LOT of pain.
I would seriously reconsider my CTB method.
There are far quicker and less painful methods to exit this world.

Don't try a paracetamol OD. This will most likely not lead to a peaceful ctb rather than destroyed liver and kidneys and a lot of pain for many days. I suggest to look into other more effective methods.

thank you for the answer, Ill reconsider, was thinking about the nightnight technique because I heard it kills quickly, Ill snoop around my countrys shopsites to find the needed materials

 

[FuneralCry]

The reality is that anything over the counter isn't really recommended if one wishes to ctb, if people could ctb in such a way then those ways would soon be restricted as this society is very anti suicide. Suicide just isn't straightforward in this world unfortunately. But it does sound tiring what you are going through, I wish you the best with your plans, of course it's really understandable just wishing to be free from everything as existing here certainly is so dreadful.