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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
I'll probably go for a business casual look.
 
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Tara2018

Tara2018

Member
Oct 17, 2018
69
Some nice black dress, but all my clothes are black and red.
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Probably my favorite white shirt, but I am not sure about that)
 
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Letting Go

Member
Oct 30, 2018
99
I'll be wearing the clothes I'm wearing now if I'm pushed over the edge today. Might literally catch a bus to my suicide destination after work.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I'll be wearing a hotel bathrobe. I love those robes, very comfortable.
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
Jeans and a t-shirt, wait, a shirt (it's a special occasion, lol).

Although... a hotel bathrobe does sound comfy :D
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
2,488
naked
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
I was gonna do naked, but that would be more traumatizing for the person finding me rather than my actual death
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Don´t know what, maybe a woman´s dress or a skirt, but it should be female clothes for me
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

Permanently Banned
Aug 17, 2018
981
I will likely ctb in one of my favorite outfits. One of my most eccentric. Probably this one =) It's all I've really been wearing lately.
Screenshot 20181113 140839
 
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jade

jade

crybaby
Nov 14, 2018
61
a super oversized grey hoodie that i love. so i can pass out feeling cozy and warm all that good stuff. my dr martens because i plan on ctb in the woods, and nobody likes soggy socks. also a scarf i have, that reminds me of my gf
 
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Amira

Amira

Student
Nov 15, 2018
180
I am think of just wearing a hoodie and joggers. To be honest my life is messed up because of stupid mistakes I made and now the consequences have made me suffer severely. I wish I could turn back time and fix errors so I can live again. Sadly I can't. Eventhough I am 18 , I still feel like a failure. I have disappointed my mother and I can't do it anymore. I ruined my chances of going to college. I can't even get a job. All my friends are in uni. While I am at home trying to find way out to get to college. But it just seems like I am just wasting my time hoping somehow my life would turn around. I dropped out of high school at 16 due to bullying and now I can't even go college. I am also unemployed.I have been having huge family issues as well. Don't you feel like sometimes life just keeps on giving you reasons to end it reasons rather than giving you reasons to live. It almost makes me feel like I am destined to die by suicide. I am not afraid of dying. But I am afraid of failing and being found. I can't even find a sturdy object to hang myself on. I just have this metal bar in my closet and a strong woven scarf. I tried puting my weight on the bar and It didnt budge but I am still scared it won't work. I am planning to do it any day before Friday. I am struggling to write a note to my mom. Wish me luck xxx
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
PRETTY ONES. I want everyone to laugh and mock me when they find me too instead of faking something meaningful.
 
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Red star

Red star

Experienced
Sep 15, 2018
206
my birthday suit
 
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Caoine01

Caoine01

Experienced
Feb 23, 2023
212
Yes, wear a diaper under nice clothes, and that way the nice clothes will not be stained

I will defecate before committing suicide. The method is the same as for a colonoscopy. Then I don't have to worry about the discharge.

I would like to stage my death in a white suit, or in tight-fitting sportswear.
 
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phantomime

phantomime

Student
Feb 9, 2023
113
Wearing any of my DEMONDICE shirts. Everyone has to know I'm her biggest fan ✊
 
Amakishiyo

Amakishiyo

Despite everything, it's still you
Mar 5, 2023
118
Probably just any of my favourite dresses, don't really have much attachement to clothes. But dresses are also just really comfy and that's exactly how I would want to be in my last moments, comfortable.
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
My old pyjama style clothes that I wear around the house..
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Meowing to go out
Dec 27, 2020
4,003
Yes I actually have one of these.

Pusheen_Dont_At_Me_Unisex_Tee_004_web_1800x.jpg
 
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dumpstermagic

dumpstermagic

Lone Hobo
Mar 6, 2023
66
o hell yeah. my handmade stuff. with any luck, to be scattered by animals too far out there for anyone to ever find it!
 
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Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
705
My regular, comfy pajamas. Who cares? I won't be seen by anyone important to me, and the body will go in the oven or in a grave. I can just as well die comfortably. I will go with SN, so bowels will be empty and I will empty my bladder to the best I can before, to stay clean. The rest...out of my hands.
 
thankyou

thankyou

Thank you 🙏
Mar 2, 2023
64
I have actually thought extensively on this matter. I don't see a reason why CTB can't be more ritualistic and ceremonial. My plans include wearing an absolutely stunning vintage gothic Lolita dress from a high end brand, and absolutely nobody can stop me. I am an artist who had lost their ability to make art due to illness so I'm taking every opportunity to be creative that I can get lol.

I may wear some handmade organic cotton clothes if I want to go the comfy route instead, but it will be fashionable nonetheless lol. Anyone else taking the fashionable bus?
I am think of just wearing a hoodie and joggers. To be honest my life is messed up because of stupid mistakes I made and now the consequences have made me suffer severely. I wish I could turn back time and fix errors so I can live again. Sadly I can't. Eventhough I am 18 , I still feel like a failure. I have disappointed my mother and I can't do it anymore. I ruined my chances of going to college. I can't even get a job. All my friends are in uni. While I am at home trying to find way out to get to college. But it just seems like I am just wasting my time hoping somehow my life would turn around. I dropped out of high school at 16 due to bullying and now I can't even go college. I am also unemployed.I have been having huge family issues as well. Don't you feel like sometimes life just keeps on giving you reasons to end it reasons rather than giving you reasons to live. It almost makes me feel like I am destined to die by suicide. I am not afraid of dying. But I am afraid of failing and being found. I can't even find a sturdy object to hang myself on. I just have this metal bar in my closet and a strong woven scarf. I tried puting my weight on the bar and It didnt budge but I am still scared it won't work. I am planning to do it any day before Friday. I am struggling to write a note to my mom. Wish me luck xxx
Adding that I have been suicidal since I was 18 (and much earlier) and while I have been for a decade more, there are times I wish I could go back to being 18 and prevent it. In hindsight I see how it could've been prevented. You're still so young. Life has a chance to better. But I understand the feeling of life passing by and giving you more reasons to CTB, not more reasons to stay.
 
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playcesifrequent

New Member
Jan 24, 2023
2
Idk what I'm wearing tonight seems fantastic. MHA league of villains black hoodie, black skinny jeans, and black checkered vans. I forgot what shirt I was wearing and it's my MHA pink bakugo long sleeve shirt and that's even better tbh. I want this to be my ghost outfit and I'm reaaaaaally thinking about it.
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
921
I've got a lovely black matrix style trench coat I'm thinking of wearing when I do my CTB method.
 
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cristaleyez

cristaleyez

xe/they/it
Feb 21, 2023
64
Ooh I never thought of this. Probably one of my scenecore outfits. Maybe that long black jacket I got for Christmas. I don't go out enough to be able to use it.
 
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Disaster

Experienced
Jan 24, 2023
291
I was wondering about it, like it sounds dumb to mess up a pajama, but having to die wearing a bra sounds entirely wrong either 😭 Nah, death scenes aren't pretty anyway, and it would be reasonable to save something nice to be dressed in after. I guess the hotel bathrobe thing sounds really nice.
 
StarlightDreamer

StarlightDreamer

Infinity Weaver
Aug 2, 2022
110
Now this is a novel thread. Props to the OP who came up with it.

I'll probably go out wearing slacks, a nice, heavy hoodie, and a blanket covering me. In my hands would be a FiiO MP3 player, singing Last Night, Good Night through my IEMs.
 
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HadItAll

I just want to be completely forgotten
Feb 20, 2023
243
The borat suit
 
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bluefeather177

bluefeather177

drowsy in a dark room
Mar 2, 2023
32
My white kill la kill pullover. All of my favorite rings and my chains. My wide leg jeans with the wallet chain. And ideally, the baby blue and white reeboks I have been wanting for months. Basically my favorite outfit I have currently.
 
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