IHurtTheOneILove
Experienced
- Dec 16, 2023
- 205
How selfish 1-10 is it to kill myself when my ex said "if you love me you wont kill yourself, I want you to get better and grow." Bcus thats a sweet sentiment I suppose but they told me like a day later I don't deserve closure from our relationship and said bye and blocked me on EVERYTHING.
If I'm never gonna get closure for something like this what's the point of staying for them? They'll likely never speak to me again. Idk I said previously I'm gonna give myself a year or two but now I'm seriously considering tonight or maybe after I get nursing school acceptance/denial letter. Theres a couple of things to "look forward" to but theres a hell of a lot more things to worry about and drag me down.
I fear I'll never find love again and I dont think I have it in me to try for a LONG time.
If I'm never gonna get closure for something like this what's the point of staying for them? They'll likely never speak to me again. Idk I said previously I'm gonna give myself a year or two but now I'm seriously considering tonight or maybe after I get nursing school acceptance/denial letter. Theres a couple of things to "look forward" to but theres a hell of a lot more things to worry about and drag me down.
I fear I'll never find love again and I dont think I have it in me to try for a LONG time.
