Venting closing night of my favorite bar

[wannabe_sage-san]

and only regrets remain. i feel like this could be the place where i would learn to socialize and make friends. a few years ago, for a while, i was a regular here. i took this place for granted. but, now, how many chances of learning these things have i been given already? i don't even have that many memories. but there are some, and after today i won't be able to make any more, as the owner decided to close it. i used to think memories are worth treasuring. i'm not so sure now. (memories are nothing but garbage, that's what my favorite band said.) i don't even know what i'm trying to get at here, i'm drunk lmao. if i could close this closing night kissing a guy, it would be good enough, i guess.