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Phosphorous 4

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I was supposed to try this shit last night but I didn't. Tonight I'll be taking, I guess one bottle of Clonidine, or whatever I can manage to swallow without throwing up, and alcohol. If I don't post anything tomorrow, I would say it's because the Clonidine was successful. I've got like twenty bottles of this crap, it seems like doctors are quick to prescribe it. Possibly food for thought. Fuck hanging yourself in the cold, not my best idea.

Edit1:
Meds down, couldn't finish all of the alcohol. My stomach immediately did not like this. Doing my best to just keep it all down for as long as possible.
Edit2:
Half hour in and I got hit with a wave of "out-of-it" feeling. Legs are wobbly as hell, still definitely awake and not at all drowsy. If I'm awake in a half hour, I'll double up and finish the alc, I think.
Edit3: I believe its bneen an hour in. I'm gonn ake my final dose and lay down. have a veru good night., god care
 
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