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Justin3542

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Oct 7, 2024
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I am nearing the end soon. And am in need of recommendations. My original plan was to ctb on Clonazepam, or Valium vs hanging! I've been wanting this for a while, and it's just time. I'm ready!
 
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gomikasu

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If you're OD'ing, rather than clonazepam or diazepam you'd want alprazolam (xanax) and to take it with alcohol and ideally opioid painkillers, preferably oxy or stronger. I'm 75kg and took like 30 mg of clonazepam, 120ml of alcohol and 2500mg of dihydrocodeine and unfortunately lived and was found for what it's worth.
 
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amnesia999

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Jun 30, 2024
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Using prescription meds to CTB would seem to be more of an exercise in futility. From the "Non-methods that should not be attempted" sticky:

Prescription medications
This method has a lot more nuance to it, as certain prescriptions have a high likelihood of lethality when taken in the right doses, while others have next to 0 chance. Generally, most prescriptions have a low chance of killing you. Psychiatric medications are the most discussed on this forum, and are also on the lower end of having any shot at killing you. Antidepressants vary in chance of killing you, though even the most toxic (tricyclics) have only about a 14% chance, not a very good statistic. At worst, certain antidepressants have only a 0.5% chance. Other medications, such as those taken for chronic conditions, vary wildly, however the list of those with a high chance of killing you is significantly shorter than the ones with little or moderate chance. Obviously it would be far too tedious to go and list off all of them.
 
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athiestjoe

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Sep 24, 2024
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Welcome to the site.

FWIW: would not bother with the OD: Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide). Consider a different method than OD. If you are interested in hanging, there are some helpful guides both in stickied posts and elsewhere. Once you have been here a little longer and have more engagement you will be able to search the site. It may be useful.

No one here can nor will recommend or suggest any methods, so perhaps start here:


I hope you find everything you are looking for and get peace & serenity in whatever you decide.
 
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Justin3542

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I'm confused about the SN it seems complicated
 
maniac116

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Hi.
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad but Clonazepam probably isn't going to do it. ODs in general have less than 14% success rate. Clonazepam isn't strong enough to do more than knock you out.
Sorry to be the bearer of bad news. But you could save them for another time when they may be much more helpful🌹💔
 
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EmptyCurtainCall

EmptyCurtainCall

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I'm confused about the SN it seems complicated
did you read the pph book ? it's fully explained there , and if you're confused after having read it you can look at these threads :
 
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Justin3542

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Oct 7, 2024
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Thank you
Hi.
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad but Clonazepam probably isn't going to do it. ODs in general have less than 14% success rate. Clonazepam isn't strong enough to do more than knock you out.
Sorry to be the bearer of bad news. But you could save them for another time when they may be much more helpful🌹💔
OK thank you. That's very helpful
 
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590a1

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Oct 8, 2024
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I'm battling an addiction to benzos and have alot of experience with them. I have taken high doses mixed with other meds and drugs that I thought would kill me and the only thing it did was make the wd's I experience now that much worse. Even in the beginning before the addiction took over I thought I'd ctb by taking a very large dose of Xanax and clonazepam, then chasing those down with 750ml of strong 50% whiskey and some opium to top it off. I survived with the worst multiday hangover ever. These evil pills are a slippery slope though. In my experience, the only way to die from benzos is taking them for a long time then going cold turkey and hope you have a seizure, which is hell. Please take my advice when I say tread carefully around benzos incase you suddenly feel the need to live and but have a benzo addiction on your hands. It's unbelievably painful and uncomfortable to live like this. I'm not a big person (6'2" 130ish pounds) and I've taken dosages that people have recommend to others to ctb and I'm still here to write this. If you're determined to leave, I recommend going another route, but I hope you find reason to stay. If you go though, benzos are a good addition to your method to make your final moments a bit more peaceful. That's my plan atleast. Best of luck to you and I hope you find peace in this life, or atleast have a peaceful transition.
 
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Tiny Little Fairy

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Jul 15, 2021
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I tried to OD with 200+ sleeping pills, 50+ clonazepam and half a bottle of vodka... It didn't work, I just got completely knocked out and ended up in a 3 days coma, and unfortunately I woke up.

So yeah, OD is not an effective method, it will just cause more damage to your kidneys and liver, making life more unbearable than how it already was.

You should definitely check out other methods like partial hanging or SN.
 
AbyssalAlien

AbyssalAlien

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Oct 5, 2024
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If you're OD'ing, rather than clonazepam or diazepam you'd want alprazolam (xanax) and to take it with alcohol and ideally opioid painkillers, preferably oxy or stronger. I'm 75kg and took like 30 mg of clonazepam, 120ml of alcohol and 2500mg of dihydrocodeine and unfortunately lived and was found for what it's worth.
Wouldnt he vomit?
 

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