Help Chronic pain only get worse, I need to end this hell, i am so desperate. Pls help me (SN vs hanging)

[fyer]

did you screen for autoimmune disorders?

I had multiple tests, got ana2 slightly positive but it was an accidental discovery

 

[Alice563]

Hello i am highly desperated, my suffering is becoming unbearable. I am 22m, have bowel problems (sth like ibs) since 5 years, chronic daily tension headaches for 14 months, and quite advanced hairloss for my age. Since 11 days i also started getting pain around my genitals and pelvic area which does not seem to go away despitie an antibiotic. I was seeking help with countless of doctors, all of them are shit useless. I am 100% sure they wont help me with anything since they did nothing that helps for years. It seems like my only option is to kms because i cant live like this anymore, everytime i hear music that reminds me of something pleasant or i think about my past self i start to cry. I am considering hanging (partial or full, i have a great situation in terms of where to do it), SN (its easily accesible where i live, minumim 96 percent), but i have no idea how to acquire meto, because i am not able to lie, i was really honest my whole life. My third option is head-on crash with a truck, i have a small car and with adequate speed it should work, but i dont want to hurt anyone seriously or end up in criminal. The last possibility is to run a cold engine in closed garagge (my car is fiat punto 2006, so i dont know if it'll be enough, but i have a good place to do it also). Please help me, would should i do? At the moment i am thinking of hanging, but i am so scared of the act (but i thing 2-3 pills of tramadol should ease the SI) that i will fuck something up and suffer or get a permanent damage. SN also sounds good, but i would really struggle with getting meto or any other antiemetic. Guys, please...

When you describe your health problems it sounds like issue with nerves and "emotions" (bowel syndrome that looks like IBS, unspecified pain, stress caused by relations). This is called and issue with "the body autonomous system". And from it it sparks many autoimmune diseases. Ostheopath should take care of it. And for migrenes Chiropractor.

 

[Surdfieldharvester]

Also, I don't know if you kept getting exposed to slightly higher levels or tin or rust or pollutants that it would immediately show up in a typical panel. If you're in your 20s, and fighting it off, it could just look slightly off, a lot of stuff like that isn't specifically tested for in a general panel.

Heavy metal poisoning or toxic exposure (in the environment) could lead to hair loss, unusual pain, and a cluster of bizarre symptoms.

You keep not answering whether you live in a new or old building and whether the water has been tested and whether you live somewhere like Iowa that's near farm runoff and has water that's sometimes filled with pesticides.

When I was traveling, some places I stayed had water that was 400X more polluted than in other areas. Environmental contaminants are real.

Do you have any more info on pesticides? I'm almost certain I've been exposed to some on walks as it's used on lawns here. Not sure how much though and I don't know when it was applied at each section I pass by.