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- Feb 4, 2024
- 48
I'm so lonely. I wish I never had to experience this. I wish I had friends growing up, I spend so much time alone in my own thoughts it destroys me. I feel like people can see just how broken I am and because of that they don't want to talk to me or interact with me. I feel like I deserve to be alone because what made me even believe that I could try. Everyday as I see people interact I lose more and more hope. How do they do it? I feel like it's all my fault. I'm incapable of love, I'm a terrible person, I'm desperate, and so more things. I don't understand why someone would treat me with kindness of show any love or care for me.