whitefeather
Thank the gods for Death
- Apr 23, 2020
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Had a lot of issues throughout life but seems mold/mycotoxins which in uk aren't considered dangerous have destroyed my already compromised immune system. I am ordering N early Oct having saved up. I just hope it arrives & suffering can end.Sounds awful, I'm sorry. Is there some cohesive syndrome that causes all of these symptoms. I've been sick, almost bedridden for years, but tremors began and its impossible to function. Miserable and lonely. I hope you find peace with dignity. Sounds like you're not getting the attention a human deserves. Its pathetic the medical community leaves people to suffer like this. Good luck getting N. and success
I have yeast, chronically for at least 32 years now, it's really a fungus. I have subdued it partially with homeopathy, but it persists along with other reactivating infections. I've studied homeopathy, was a nurse, and it's been helpful in subduing some symptoms. There is a detox remedy for mold if it would help, but detoxing from mold and funguses takes some time. They are similar, they eat one's insides piece by piece, like it eats the walls and guts of a house. My condition stems from an immune disorder. I hope you get your N, and I sincerely wish you peace. I know how mold/immune disorders can affect so many organs that one is also suffering in multiple places. Best wishes.Had a lot of issues throughout life but seems mold/mycotoxins which in uk aren't considered dangerous have destroyed my already compromised immune system. I am ordering N early Oct having saved up. I just hope it arrives & suffering can end.
Unfortunately I found out too late about the dangers of mold & mycotoxins. In the UK it's not taken seriously at all. By the time id paid my life savings from selling my house to see a functional doctor the damage was done. I was born immune compromised with many conditions I just didn't understand that weren't a major issue until mold destroyed my immune system. N is my only option left now.I have yeast, chronically for at least 32 years now, it's really a fungus. I have subdued it partially with homeopathy, but it persists along with other reactivating infections. I've studied homeopathy, was a nurse, and it's been helpful in subduing some symptoms. There is a detox remedy for mold if it would help, but detoxing from mold and funguses takes some time. They are similar, they eat one's insides piece by piece, like it eats the walls and guts of a house. My condition stems from an immune disorder. I hope you get your N, and I sincerely wish you peace. I know how mold/immune disorders can affect so many organs that one is also suffering in multiple places. Best wishes.
I do take homeopathic mycotoxins. I won't say it's cured me, but it does suppress some of the symptoms, I take a detox as well. All natural and non addictive, yet I know how big a problem mold can be. There are specialists that specialize in environmental toxins. I know you've spent yourself out looking. They don't take it seriously here neither Chockles. But, I can do some research for you if you desire, I do have a medical background. I could take a look see if anything natural has risen recently that could help you. What are the immune complications you speak of.Unfortunately I found out too late about the dangers of mold & mycotoxins. In the UK it's not taken seriously at all. By the time id paid my life savings from selling my house to see a functional doctor the damage was done. I was born immune compromised with many conditions I just didn't understand that weren't a major issue until mold destroyed my immune system. N is my only option left now.
I know fibromyalga, there's little hope for smiling unless these come up with a treatment.I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia at the beginning of 2021. I have disc issues in my neck as well and facial pain. I also have chronic swollen lymph nodes and glands for around the same time. I've dealt with all of the pain for 3-4 years now on top of my mental illnesses. There isn't a day where I'm not in pain. I go to a pain clinic biweekly at the moment for 10-20 injections in my neck, back and shoulders. It helps a bit.
I know how painful and problemaic fibromyalgia is, it does create neurological problems, and everything else you say. They used to say it was a form of ME/CFS, which is most often caused by a chronic infection. There is no cure for either. Both are newly recognized diseases, about 20 years ago. I wonder why all these new chronic diseases have happened, just recognized about 25 years ago, so no real answers, except that accepted infections have been thought to be more chronic and reactivating than thought, and immune problems are a new large subject of chronic illnesses like this that cause a multitude of problems. I hope they find a better answe for you, I know this is torture. Peace and best wishes.I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia at the beginning of 2021. I have disc issues in my neck as well and facial pain. I also have chronic swollen lymph nodes and glands for around the same time. I've dealt with all of the pain for 3-4 years now on top of my mental illnesses. There isn't a day where I'm not in pain. I go to a pain clinic biweekly at the moment for 10-20 injections in my neck, back and shoulders. It helps a bit.
Too late but thanks. I feeling I have motor neuron disease I'm choking all day every day on my destroyed nerves from feel ing of blocked eustachian tubes/damaged muscles & nerves around tmj. Feel strangled all the time constantly burping unable to breathe properly. I'electric burning & ice pick pain everywhere but this is the worst followed many protocols made no difference. My already weak muscles are damaged beyond repair. 3 weeks to go & hopefully I ctbI do take homeopathic mycotoxins. I won't say it's cured me, but it does suppress some of the symptoms, I take a detox as well. All natural and non addictive, yet I know how big a problem mold can be. There are specialists that specialize in environmental toxins. I know you've spent yourself out looking. They don't take it seriously here neither Chockles. But, I can do some research for you if you desire, I do have a medical background. I could take a look see if anything natural has risen recently that could help you. What are the immune complications you speak of.
I wish you success and peace, I'm sorry for all you've suffered.Too late but thanks. I feeling I have motor neuron disease I'm choking all day every day on my destroyed nerves from feel ing of blocked eustachian tubes/damaged muscles & nerves around tmj. Feel strangled all the time constantly burping unable to breathe properly. I'electric burning & ice pick pain everywhere but this is the worst followed many protocols made no difference. My already weak muscles are damaged beyond repair. 3 weeks to go & hopefully I ctb
true painfullOr those people who tell you to not let your illness(es) define your life, all the while their good health defines theirs?
if elon musk or jeff bezos gave 40 billion to research all this very much common chornic illnesses from the nervous system. Fibromyalgia, CFS, Lyme and i can go on. I think it's all the same central nervous system root. But they don't or do little investigation. They only look for cancer and stuff. While these nervous system illnesses are more horror and debilitating then anything else.A pathetic barrage of so much suffering, with little, or toxic medical help. What do all of you suggest should be done about it, to those who don't have hope of relief?
me 2 burning nerve pain all over :( sucksI have a few, but chronic nerve pain is the worst. Even now ... the pain is absurd. 7 years already.
I'm sorry friendI live with Bipolar Disorder (Type I).
I've been unwell since I was a child, but didn't realize it until my early 30's when I had an episode of mania with psychosis. The depression after mania was terrible and lasted for almost a year.
I struggled to accept the diagnosis and tried my best to live a normal life.
I have never found a specific medication, or combination of medications, that alleviate my symptoms without causing other problems.
I have had two additional episodes in the last few years that really took the life out of me. I'm currently struggling to rebuild my life and have been contemplating CTB.
As you are likely aware, there is no cure for many mental illnesses. At best medication can help to alleviate symptoms. At worst, the medication can lead to additional problems and premature death.
where you have it if i may ask. me all over especially legsI have a few, but chronic nerve pain is the worst. Even now ... the pain is absurd. 7 years already.
Very similar to me. The feet and toes are the worst atm, but sometimes the pain is in the fingers and hands, on the face, legs... Depends on the day where the pain feels worst.where you have it if i may ask. me all over especially legs
I'm VERY sorry for your suffering. I say this as a retired nurse. never take any medicine unless you are fully aware of the side effects. Even though it may siave your life momentarily, you must know what is can do to you in the future. A true pharmacist will tell you more about medicine than a doctor will. Most are too busy to do their jobs correctly, and don't care much usually. PeaceI suffered with GAD and BDD all my life but managed to live a good life despite this. My hair started falling out a year ago and I was scared of going bald so I took the drug Finasteride. Everything was fine for a month then I started getting hit with side effects. Quit cold turkey and sides got better. Was still concerned with my hairloss so tried again as half dose and sides were worse this time. Quit cold turkey and things improved but them my endocrine system crashed and I developed a rare disease call Post Finasteride Syndrome. I have 40 plus symptoms. Main ones being insomnia, tinnitus, severe anhedonia, emotional blunting, anxiety, depression, muscle wastage, joint pain, complete sexual dysfunction including shrunken genitals. There is no cure and many people deny it exists which adds to the suffering. I now have a benzo addiction but they dont provide any relief any more. I have literally lost everything. I am now a rational suicide as I cannot live like this until my natural death as my life is now constant suffering without any reprieve. It's a sick world we live in where an FDA approved drug can do this to someone. I wasnt warned by my doctor or the drugs label. I was only aware that there is a small chance of sexual side effects. I died the day I crashed. There are similar diseases called PSSD and PAS caused by SSRIs and Accutane. These are very rare diseases. I must have been genetically predisposed to hit this lottery and there was no way of knowing. Most people dont even believe me which adds to my suffering. I feel like it is the worst possible thing that could have ever happened. Much worse that death itself. I ask why and how everyday. I live with immense regret. I cry pretty much all day now and cant sleep. I feel like I am stuck in a sci fi horror movie.
Very similar to me. The feet and toes are the worst atm, but sometimes the pain is in the fingers and hands, on the face, legs... Depends on the day where the pain feels worst.
almost same story. Severe physical hell because of SSRI meds. 30yo and disabled and lost everything my marriage my job cant barely walk anymoreI suffered with GAD and BDD all my life but managed to live a good life despite this. My hair started falling out a year ago and I was scared of going bald so I took the drug Finasteride. Everything was fine for a month then I started getting hit with side effects. Quit cold turkey and sides got better. Was still concerned with my hairloss so tried again as half dose and sides were worse this time. Quit cold turkey and things improved but them my endocrine system crashed and I developed a rare disease call Post Finasteride Syndrome. I have 40 plus symptoms. Main ones being insomnia, tinnitus, severe anhedonia, emotional blunting, anxiety, depression, muscle wastage, joint pain, complete sexual dysfunction including shrunken genitals. There is no cure and many people deny it exists which adds to the suffering. I now have a benzo addiction but they dont provide any relief any more. I have literally lost everything. I am now a rational suicide as I cannot live like this until my natural death as my life is now constant suffering without any reprieve. It's a sick world we live in where an FDA approved drug can do this to someone. I wasnt warned by my doctor or the drugs label. I was only aware that there is a small chance of sexual side effects. I died the day I crashed. There are similar diseases called PSSD and PAS caused by SSRIs and Accutane. These are very rare diseases. I must have been genetically predisposed to hit this lottery and there was no way of knowing. Most people dont even believe me which adds to my suffering. I feel like it is the worst possible thing that could have ever happened. Much worse that death itself. I ask why and how everyday. I live with immense regret. I cry pretty much all day now and cant sleep. I feel like I am stuck in a sci fi horror movie.
did the replaying of songs start after the tinnitus or hyperacusis or before?I suffer from constant severe bilateral Tinnitus and hyperacusis. Been suffering for almost 6-7 years and keeps getting worse. I'm also experiencing extreme anxiety and depression, daily migraines and OCD. If, say I hear music or a song being played on radio, it replays over and over in my head. I can't escape it all.
My only option is to die by SN but I fear it might not work. I fear death, but I have choice. I'm only 27, and I can't live like this.