Venting chronic illness + being alone

[notevenhere]

times like these i wish i had a life partner who can physically take care of me i need to bandage my infection put salon pass on my nape and make sure there's water next to me to sip but even moving a centimeter on my bed makes me feel like i will fucking puke when i had a flu i had to order my soup and getting it ready standing up felt like i was actually going to die

it's one thing to be mentally ill but to be so physically ill where i can't even remember one day i don't feel anything is fucking miserable

I don't understand why everyday I wake up and my body feels like I'm dying yet I can't fucking die it's so fucking frustrating then I have to physically be ok to actually attempt what a joke I'm so sick of this.

 

[TraurigerClown]

send you a big hug! i you want, we can dm and maybe i can be at least somewhat there for you cuz im all alone myself

 

[cluefixphantom]

"Mental" health is a scam. If you have untreated issues with your organs then it's clear that you feel very very bad. So if you can check your organs.

And if, for example, you have a diagnosis like borderline, depression or something similar, it often means that as a woman you have problems with your hormone system or thyroid. Maybe also the pituitary gland, since it's responsible for hormones too. Schizo diagnosis is often given to poor (and in america black) drugaddicted people who maybe have damaged their liver (it can couse hallucinations).

I saw in Germany if you are poor and disabled they give the diagnosis schizophrenie like chocolate, especially if they know that you are not so dumb and try to call a lawyer on them for their Gaslighting and RAID Methods. Psychologyism/Therapism is abuse, a human rights violation. They always twist organ illnesses and disfunctions or discrimination, poverty into mental illnesses. At the end of the day these people are nazis and make money with vulnerability and with the antidepressants they cause more organic damage to their victims.

I can recommend the subreddit r/antipsychiatry or r/antipsychiatrywomen.

 

[Fadenself00_]

"Mental" health is a scam. If you have untreated issues with your organs then it's clear that you feel very very bad. So if you can check your organs.

And if, for example, you have a diagnosis like borderline, depression or something similar, it often means that as a woman you have problems with your hormone system or thyroid. Maybe also the pituitary gland, since it's responsible for hormones too. Schizo diagnosis is often given to poor (and in america black) drugaddicted people who maybe have damaged their liver (it can couse hallucinations).

I saw in Germany if you are poor and disabled they give the diagnosis schizophrenie like chocolate, especially if they know that you are not so dumb and try to call a lawyer on them for their Gaslighting and RAID Methods. Psychologyism/Therapism is abuse, a human rights violation. They always twist organ illnesses and disfunctions or discrimination, poverty into mental illnesses. At the end of the day these people are nazis and make money with vulnerability and with the antidepressants they cause more organic damage to their victims.

I can recommend the subreddit r/antipsychiatry or r/antipsychiatrywomen.

100%, although most cases where diagnoses like schizophrenia are thrown around, it's actually chemical brain damage from either recreational or/and especially (psych) medication

 

[rainbowpuker]

times like these i wish i had a life partner who can physically take care of me i need to bandage my infection put salon pass on my nape and make sure there's water next to me to sip but even moving a centimeter on my bed makes me feel like i will fucking puke when i had a flu i had to order my soup and getting it ready standing up felt like i was actually going to die

it's one thing to be mentally ill but to be so physically ill where i can't even remember one day i don't feel anything is fucking miserable

I don't understand why everyday I wake up and my body feels like I'm dying yet I can't fucking die it's so fucking frustrating then I have to physically be ok to actually attempt what a joke I'm so sick of this.

I'm sorry you're going through this ! Sending some compassion your way stranger

 

[Fadenself00_]

Re: @cluefixphantom
Chemical brain damage just perfectly fits into any diagnosis, depending on how the shrink feels that day. It's perhaps the most complex and wide-spread/institutionalized abuse there is in current modern society