Chronic fatigue syndrome/ severe depression

[itsallover]

My physical health problems have led to really bad chronic fatigue and severe depression. I can barely function. At this point I don't believe that anything will work and I will have to die whether I like it or not. A lot worse happens to other people in this life as they die tragic deaths. What happened to me has also happened to a lot of other people I'm sure, but I just can't live this way. I refuse and will have to find a way out. I am going to order the Sn and antiemetics and have them there knowing that if everything goes completely off the rails, then I won't end up on the street or worse. I am really tired of this life. I did my best to make it work, but I was dealt a really bad hand. It could have ended up great as in the case of my brother but genetics decided to pin severe mental illness on me which I battled to the point where I have been left completely broken. I feel like a burden and would do anything to get my health and life back, but that's not the way life works sometimes. I just have to accept it and move on. Anyone else is in a similar situation?

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I feel like I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome but never diagnosed, also depression … not treated.
No treatment is going to fix the shittyness of life. :(