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meowmauve

meowmauve

my thoughts will follow you into your dreams
Nov 21, 2025
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I think im ready to go soon but I feel really guilty because christmas is coming up. I just dont want to do that to my mom especially, it's her first christmas in her new house and she's been going on about how excited she is. I feel conflicted. I dont want to keep doing this but it feels so selfish not to
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
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She will be equally sad whenever you go.
After Christmas moves her annual date of perpetual sadness away from the holiday. Probably a good idea.
Note: don't do it in her new house.
 
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