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curiousbeing

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Dec 18, 2022
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I did an experiment:

I hyperventilated until my fingers were tingling, then covered my nose and mouth and stopped breathing. Unlike my maximum endurance of 30 seconds, I was able to endure suffocation for 80 seconds!!! After 80 seconds, I started feeling usual sense of suffocation, CO2 buildup, it got unbearable; I did not hypoxia unfortunately. But I have an idea - if I do this thing while running + having drank 2 energy drinks, within 80 seconds I may be able to trigger hypoxia because intense physical activity increases oxygen depletion speed. If oxygen depletion speed is faster than CO2 buildup speed, ctb will be possible.

I think my next method will be choking. It is instant and especially if it is done in middle of nowhere, even if someone sees me, they won't be able to quickly rush me to hospital 25 miles away. Choking triggers intense panic though. I may inhale some asphyxiant gas through towel to speed up hypoxia and then quickly swallow stuff like marshmallows. I can do this whole thing inside sea as well, so even if I survive choking, at night temperature will be 18 Celsius and I will die from coldness
Ordering SN (assuming I find a source to buy it) is so risky, it can be seized by cops. I think I will have to follow this method. According to my search, suffocation isn't very horrible during choking
 
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When running, the timeframe will be different, also, there is a chance of brain damage if it reaches the unconscious stage.
 
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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
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When running, the timeframe will be different, also, there is a chance of brain damage if it reaches the unconscious stage.
Running, drinking energy drinks, eating something heavy, panic during choking, hyperventilation - they all contribute to faster hypoxia.

I can do it at night, inside sea to avoid being found.

I have considered other methods, there is no truly safe method. All methods have dangers. For example, during drowning lungs are on fire and if saved for a week or two it's very painful
drowning makes lungs feel like they are on fire, it's too painful method. That's also why I use choking. Technically, other than panic, it's painless. People don't even feel suffocation because panic overrides it. Too much panic = faster hypoxia
 
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EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
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Running, drinking energy drinks, eating something heavy, panic during choking, hyperventilation - they all contribute to faster hypoxia.

I can do it at night, inside sea to avoid being found.

I have considered other methods, there is no truly safe method. All methods have dangers. For example, during drowning lungs are on fire and if saved for a week or two it's very painful
drowning makes lungs feel like they are on fire, it's too painful method. That's also why I use choking. Technically, other than panic, it's painless. People don't even feel suffocation because panic overrides it. Too much panic = faster hypoxia
I have a feeling that there are painless stuff... tho what makes u wish death?
 
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curiousbeing

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Dec 18, 2022
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I have a feeling that there are painless stuff... tho what makes u wish death?
hard life, loneliness, having no money. I read studies that drowning can actually be painless. I really wish my last moments won't be horrible

How about you?
 
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EmptyBottle

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for me, I wished death due to being in a tricky class and not wanting others to really know I might've failed... as well as the fact I was off task soo much due to how confusing it was. To top it off, the class's thermostat didn't seem to work right, and I didn't want to spend my time hot or cold
 

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