LunarLynx
Just a lost spirit searching freedom
- Dec 18, 2023
- 123
Heyoo everyone ! It's been a while.
I'll go straight to the point, I'm deeply in love with a girl but she's in a deep K addiction and I'm 100% sure I'll fall with her if we finish together.
I find no joy in my day to day life except from substance, but I feel like I still have the control on it.
I've never tried K before but I really want to and will do anyway, with her or not. But I'm convinced that I'll fall harder and faster with her.
But she's my sunshine, when we're together everything is beautiful, life seems livable again.
But of course, when we're together we're always under the influence of something.
So yeah, I would like advice from people that are in addiction, healed from it or are in chemical based relationship.
I'm really lost
I'll go straight to the point, I'm deeply in love with a girl but she's in a deep K addiction and I'm 100% sure I'll fall with her if we finish together.
I find no joy in my day to day life except from substance, but I feel like I still have the control on it.
I've never tried K before but I really want to and will do anyway, with her or not. But I'm convinced that I'll fall harder and faster with her.
But she's my sunshine, when we're together everything is beautiful, life seems livable again.
But of course, when we're together we're always under the influence of something.
So yeah, I would like advice from people that are in addiction, healed from it or are in chemical based relationship.
I'm really lost