Well I've checked into the hotel. In less than 24 hours I'll be mixing sn and drinking it so I guess I can start my goodbye thread. I'm nervous and scared. Hopefully I can beat my si. I said goodbye to my husband for the final time this morning and cried like a baby in the car. He is going to be devastated when he finds out I'm gone. I'll update this thread as the process continues. Right now I'm relaxing in the hotel room. I've started fasting as well. I'm scared to death of failing. As always I apologize in advance if I ramble. I'm planning on drinking sn no later than 3 pm tomorrow afternoon. Thank you all on this forum for your support over the past year. I'm feeling guilty because my husband is very supportive but I can't go on anymore.
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notlongnow
Student
- Aug 16, 2022
- 138
Bless you. I hope youre in comfort ❤
Suicidebydeath
No chances to be happy - dead inside
- Nov 25, 2021
- 3,558
Finding Sirius
The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
- Aug 16, 2022
- 162
I hope you enjoy your final moments, safe travels to the otherside.
botch3d
Student
- Sep 17, 2022
- 112
Good luck to you , I hope it is peaceful for you
universe
Experienced
- Jul 15, 2022
- 241
I hope everything will be fine for you, no matter what. May you find peace
hamvil
Wizard
- Aug 29, 2022
- 650
Envy you a bit. Wish you all the best.
Fktw0rld
An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
- Aug 29, 2022
- 404
I wish you a calm, cool and collected remainder of your day. And the most peaceful and painless exit from this shit life into total relief and nothingness. I hope to be joining you soon via sn. If your si is overpowering it's ok. Just come back and hang out until the day you're able to defeat it.
Love and respect
Love and respect
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,382
I wish you freedom from this cruel existence.
hunterfla
Experienced
- Sep 13, 2022
- 227
Best wishes. I'll be doing the same soon. If you want someone to talk to in your final hours, feel free to message me.
hey.howare.u
Member
- Sep 3, 2022
- 17
I hope you achieve what you want and find peace with life
Best wish for your journey and I wish you find the peace no matter which direction you choose. Send my love.
Zhendou
Alive
- Sep 17, 2022
- 107
reverse03
Departing. Goodbye
- Sep 11, 2022
- 153
May you have peace and joy in your heart.
You've been in my thoughts a lot today. I know none of us really know one another but it feels as though we are all on the same weary path. I wish you all the best. Did you go out for that burger? I hope it was nice.
I hope everything goes the way you want it to. Safe travels, peace and love be with you ❤
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 10,508
Euthanza
Self Righteous Suicide
- Jun 9, 2022
- 1,447
It's nice to know you, you've tried what you could and it's not your fault that everything must come to an end, this might be the best way for your own good as you decided to be free. Good bye my friend, farewell and peace be upon you ❤
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 8,917
makethepainstop
Visionary
- Sep 16, 2022
- 2,029
Most people walking the earth cannot understand our pain and the torture life brings to folks like us. I hope you find peace, love and happiness.
Hollowillow
The only place that allows negative feelings.
- Aug 7, 2022
- 1,515
I read your posts and I hope that your adventure will end well.
Please forgive my rudeness & memory problems, but can you remind me of your reasons? Do you have physical pain like me? exhaustion of it all?
I started considering SN. I just read that hanging cause quick lack of oxygen & causes damage. But SN is so slow & gentle that we're ok until everything shuts down. We can even be rescued without brain damage & psralyzis. The downside would be vomiting, but we can make a 2nd attempt right away, unlike paralyzis. So... While there are failures, it's said to have a great chance of success. Can even kill if we taste it, so we must not.
I hope you'll have a gentle end, gentle lady. I wish it to you with all my heart. Thank you for letting us accompany you on this journey.
Please forgive my rudeness & memory problems, but can you remind me of your reasons? Do you have physical pain like me? exhaustion of it all?
I started considering SN. I just read that hanging cause quick lack of oxygen & causes damage. But SN is so slow & gentle that we're ok until everything shuts down. We can even be rescued without brain damage & psralyzis. The downside would be vomiting, but we can make a 2nd attempt right away, unlike paralyzis. So... While there are failures, it's said to have a great chance of success. Can even kill if we taste it, so we must not.
I hope you'll have a gentle end, gentle lady. I wish it to you with all my heart. Thank you for letting us accompany you on this journey.
Shivali
Mage
- Jun 9, 2022
- 560
wljourney
Waiting for the bus
- Apr 2, 2022
- 1,419
How are you doing today? I hope you are alright and at peace with your decision. I am so very sorry you have come to this point and I wish you well on your journey. Hugs.
I'm a fucking pathetic wimp. I'm not doing it today. I checked out of the hotel this morning. I'm sorry for disappointing everyone. I was so sure that I was going to go through with it. I guess it's si. I feel horrible this morning about it. Fuck, I want to die but my body is saying no. I hate this.. I'm sorry.
Install-Gentoo
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- Aug 23, 2022
- 195
Survival instinct is a very strong thing. You are not weak for not overcoming it.
