Namensjemand
Cursed
- Jul 16, 2023
- 109
So I tried full-suspension hanging a few weeks ago in the woods, but the plastic bucket I stood on broke while I stood on it, rope around my neck, when I merely wanted to adjust the hight. It wasn't the correct hight, my feet remained on the ground, and I couldn't get out of the noose. I could have gone for partial, but instead I settled with proving to myself that I can see it through and called for help. Had a stay in the psyche ward, now I am out again, but my dear rope is gone and it is unclear when I will get money, right now I got zero and I am exploring alternatives.
1. Drowning in my bathtub. Sadly the search function is broken. I stumbled on one guys plan but it involves weights. Can anyone direct me to more infos on drowning?
2. Catching a train. I know a good location. But the train won't be that fast and yeah the poor driver... a desperate last resort.
3. Jumping from height. I know a jump location a former friend of mine succeeded in using but I don't trust this option and higher options are not easy to come by. I am not seriously considering it, at the moment.
4. Partial Hanging with self-made rope. I rather wait til I got money for a real rope again.
5. Cutting my throat. I like the idea of it but am very uneasy about pain tolerance and SI
Any other options?
1. Drowning in my bathtub. Sadly the search function is broken. I stumbled on one guys plan but it involves weights. Can anyone direct me to more infos on drowning?
2. Catching a train. I know a good location. But the train won't be that fast and yeah the poor driver... a desperate last resort.
3. Jumping from height. I know a jump location a former friend of mine succeeded in using but I don't trust this option and higher options are not easy to come by. I am not seriously considering it, at the moment.
4. Partial Hanging with self-made rope. I rather wait til I got money for a real rope again.
5. Cutting my throat. I like the idea of it but am very uneasy about pain tolerance and SI
Any other options?