
TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
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I can't do full hanging even to ''save my life'' (sorry, I don't know what other expression to use atm). I'm too coward for this method. So I decided to change my plans.
Some days ago there was an article posted on here which said that 1.5 litres of 40% alcohol can be lethal. That would mean around 6 bottles of 500ml alcohol I think. The vodka I drink has 40% alcohol but only 20 centilitres so I need to find something bigger sized, but with same percent (or maybe even more than 40%?).
It sounds an easy job for me especially since I'm a daily alcoholic but in practice it's kinda hard even for me. Nowadays if I drink too much I have this sudden urge to go eat which I can't really resist. I need to stop this.
Going for this experimental method means that I need to practice. My first alcohol addiction started last year in March. By May I was able to drink a whole bottle of 500 ml in 2-3 hours. It's still something considering I could barely take any sips back in March. So I approximate by November I'll be able to do the same again. But, here's another thing. November is closer to winter holidays and if I get to that point I'd love to go through winter holidays for the last time because honestly I love winter holidays (not the loneliness part tho). That would also mean more time to practice and more time to ''perfectionate'' my technique.
So I approximate that I'll do this by January-February. Since this is pretty much experimental and dunno what could happen, there will be 3 possibilities (so far):
1) I'll die (in that case just wait for another 2 months to be sure)
2) I'll get a coma (in that case I'll send someone announce this)
3) I'll fail (in that case I'll return here and speak about it)
What I love about this method is that I'll get to die in a pleasant way doing something I like. I love alcohol and loved it even more when I started to drink daily back in March last year.
Obviously i'm still considering other methods too during this time but I don't really have access to much stuff due to the country I live in.
I know it will take quite some time and if things get really unbearable I'll resort to something desperate. Hopefully it won't be the case and that I will be able to take this path successfully.
In the end I'll mention something that I forgot to write earlier: since i'm too fat I'll probably drink over 2 litres of 40% alcohol.
Some days ago there was an article posted on here which said that 1.5 litres of 40% alcohol can be lethal. That would mean around 6 bottles of 500ml alcohol I think. The vodka I drink has 40% alcohol but only 20 centilitres so I need to find something bigger sized, but with same percent (or maybe even more than 40%?).
It sounds an easy job for me especially since I'm a daily alcoholic but in practice it's kinda hard even for me. Nowadays if I drink too much I have this sudden urge to go eat which I can't really resist. I need to stop this.
Going for this experimental method means that I need to practice. My first alcohol addiction started last year in March. By May I was able to drink a whole bottle of 500 ml in 2-3 hours. It's still something considering I could barely take any sips back in March. So I approximate by November I'll be able to do the same again. But, here's another thing. November is closer to winter holidays and if I get to that point I'd love to go through winter holidays for the last time because honestly I love winter holidays (not the loneliness part tho). That would also mean more time to practice and more time to ''perfectionate'' my technique.
So I approximate that I'll do this by January-February. Since this is pretty much experimental and dunno what could happen, there will be 3 possibilities (so far):
1) I'll die (in that case just wait for another 2 months to be sure)
2) I'll get a coma (in that case I'll send someone announce this)
3) I'll fail (in that case I'll return here and speak about it)
What I love about this method is that I'll get to die in a pleasant way doing something I like. I love alcohol and loved it even more when I started to drink daily back in March last year.
Obviously i'm still considering other methods too during this time but I don't really have access to much stuff due to the country I live in.
I know it will take quite some time and if things get really unbearable I'll resort to something desperate. Hopefully it won't be the case and that I will be able to take this path successfully.
In the end I'll mention something that I forgot to write earlier: since i'm too fat I'll probably drink over 2 litres of 40% alcohol.