Discussion Cbt plan - virgo mindset

[NickStanfield]

I'll post another post around the why. But for the moment let's focus on the how.

I have 50 grams of pharm grade chloroquine + 22.5 grams medical grade tablets of chloroquine... 72.5 grams of chloroquine which should be at least 4 times what's necessary to CTB. I have lots of Atavan and lots of ambiem as well. I also have good antiemetics... And I habe clonididin... Lots of clonidine.

I already have hypertrophic cardiomyopathy... An enlarged, fucked up heart. I have 3 stents and cardiovascular disease as well as pulmonary failure. I think antiemetics + chloroquine + clonidide +alcohol is the ticket on the bus...

Thoughts?
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[Sweet emotion]

What is the Virgo mindset? I'm a Virgo so I am wondering what you're talking about.

I don't know about your meds. I use the actual name like Percocet and morphine and stuff like that so other than Ativan and Ambien I don't know what you have. Do you know that when you overdose you need to actually pick your death date because for the two days before your death date you need to be taking anti nausea meds every 6-8 hours and not eat and not drink anything? Then you need to grind up the pills and mix them in pudding or yogurt. You need to have benzos to out you to sleep so you don't feel yoursef suffocate.

You're going to get a lot of different answers from a lot of different people. And they're probably going to all be wrong. The only reason I know about waiting two days before you do it is because I talked to a doctor who helps people kill themselves by overdosing on pain pills.

 

[NickStanfield]

Virgo mindset... Virgo's are notoriously planful and very detail oriented, not leaving much to chance.

I chose chloroquine for several reasons. One - It's effective. When taken in the right dose and the right type, it's 100% fatal. I'm going very high on the dosage so there's no chance of it not working. The reason I chose chloroquine is that it's mechanism of operation is cardiac related - essentially, if causes your heart to radically lose rhythm and ultimately stop. The condition I have medically is very similar - I have arrhythmia caused my this oversized heart which is caused by severely high blood pressure. Ideally, this will look like I died of natural causes and perhaps because I'm under a cardiologists care, there may not be a need for a autopsy.... all of which would spare the family a lot of pain. We've had a fair amount of suicide in our lives and I'm typically the outspoken one about getting help and making it through but I've reached that point where I'm just too tired to pick it up and dust it off and try again. I just want to sleep forever.

The clonidine is a potent anti-anxiety/anti high blood pressure drug which is also a sedative. Add the Ambien to that with some alcohol and I should knock out quickly. I've got the anti-nausea meds as well and will start those ahead of the plan.

 

[Mr2005]

Thought you meant Virgo the member. Whatever happened to him? He wasn't a very nice person. Goes to show it really doesn't matter, people come and go. I don't know why I'm still here.