Kta1994

Kta1994

Experienced
Apr 25, 2019
299
Ive taken mushrooms and acid sometimes in the past and i feel like taking sn is something like that, jumping into the unknown but you dont come back this time. I must say that if it wasnt for my physical health i wouldnt ctb, i never had deep depression but mushrooms really made a difference to me, had beautiful experiences, if someone here feels like they have no hope bc of depression i would say try mushrooms
 
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Danielwc

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Mar 21, 2023
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The thing is with psychedelics you have a 10% chance of a trip to hell. I have tried all drugs and felt absolutely magnificent at certain times. Never have I tried hallucinogens because I feel they may tip me over the edge. I love the idea of discovering something other than this world and having a some kind of spiritual revolution. It's just not the answer is it? You yourself are here with the rest of us now. If it was a cure all we'd all jump for it. I have met many people who have tripped on various hallucinogens and none of them seemed pretty enlightened to me. To have a trip and meet God and realize the truth of life is a nice fantasy but it's not real.
 
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white_bear

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Mar 31, 2023
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I've eaten mushrooms a couple of times and I loved it. Although the last time was my first time having a bad trip. I literally cried the entire time saying how I wanted to die and my ex was with me. It made me realize that he didn't love me or care for me so I wish I left him after that. I think the best part about mushrooms is realizing things that you never would've thought of.
 
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Kta1994

Kta1994

Experienced
Apr 25, 2019
299
There are people in this forum that want to CTB due to permanent side effects from taking hallucinogens: HPPD (Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder).
Im sorry for these people, i thought that was rare and mostly from abusing acid
The thing is with psychedelics you have a 10% chance of a trip to hell. I have tried all drugs and felt absolutely magnificent at certain times. Never have I tried hallucinogens because I feel they may tip me over the edge. I love the idea of discovering something other than this world and having a some kind of spiritual revolution. It's just not the answer is it? You yourself are here with the rest of us now. If it was a cure all we'd all jump for it. I have met many people who have tripped on various hallucinogens and none of them seemed pretty enlightened to me. To have a trip and meet God and realize the truth of life is a nice fantasy but it's not real.
The point is to do an integration process after the experience and ser what tou need to do
I've eaten mushrooms a couple of times and I loved it. Although the last time was my first time having a bad trip. I literally cried the entire time saying how I wanted to die and my ex was with me. It made me realize that he didn't love me or care for me so I wish I left him after that. I think the best part about mushrooms is realizing things that you never would've thought of.
Yeah i had a bad experience too, but i learned alot from it and made me respect them more
 
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bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
have done shrooms a decent amount of times and never got much out of them personally. found more success from dissociates but even then they only relieved my suicidal thoughts for a few weeks at a time. that was also well before my mental and physical health got noticeably worse so maybe dissociates wouldnt do much for me now.

I'd still recommend trying psychs/dissociates if you can. generally the trips have been very pleasant for me.
 
Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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Shrooms didn't do anything for me. Salvia was an experience. I saw the Hindu gods. I've never been Hindu
 

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