TheLastGreySky
Specialist
- Nov 24, 2023
- 311
Incoherent pathetic rant incoming...
Eh hem, first and foremost I would like to sincerely apologize to all the people whom I have ever wronged.
I wish I could make things right ...however...
I was never given the chance to, and there is therefore nothing I can do to rectify my mistakes or redeem myself in anyone else's eyes. August will be the last month I'm on this Earth. I'm retiring my identity in its entirety (whatever the fuck that means).
I'm vague and I'm very very very sick of believing in the validity of any other human being. I'm too much for everyone, and frankly... I made all of you feel like you are not enough for me, when I simply wanted you to try harder... Which you refused completely blind to your own selfishness. The difference between me and you is I actually try to compromise, and you make me feel like I'm shit for it. That I'm NOT worth it.
I'm done being the bad guy.
I'm done crying and pouring my soul out to people who don't really give a fuck if I exist. So I'm retiring.
And more so I am sick of the drama.
I am a conscientious objector to the disgusting inequity of the human condition. Y'all seriously can have it your way. I will have no part of your copacetic sterilization of artistic expression or the social political castration of creativity under the guise of moral obedience.
Films like Akira would never be made under the strict censorship of today. Really, you made the whole world boring to me. You sucked the wonder out of my world.
More so, I am a mess, and I am drained socially and have decided to become a hermit for whatever time I have left in my unreasonably long life.
Consider this comparable to a vow of silence.
I see everyone for the hypocrites they are.
I'm expected to meet everyone's needs...
But I'm not allowed to live on an adequate wage.
So I reject this society. I reject consciousness and it's over stimulating entirety.
What does this mean? It means I'm sick of fucking being your punching bag. It means I'm sick of being the boogeyman. It means you NEVER fucking cared.
But most importantly it means that I embrace freedom and all its Liberty. You have the right to choose.
And I have the right to walk away.
From the bottom of my fucking heart, fuck you.
and Good-fucking-bye.
The real world is waiting on the other side
of this rabbit hole.
And if it is not... Well fuck.
Oops?
Eh hem, first and foremost I would like to sincerely apologize to all the people whom I have ever wronged.
I wish I could make things right ...however...
I was never given the chance to, and there is therefore nothing I can do to rectify my mistakes or redeem myself in anyone else's eyes. August will be the last month I'm on this Earth. I'm retiring my identity in its entirety (whatever the fuck that means).
I'm vague and I'm very very very sick of believing in the validity of any other human being. I'm too much for everyone, and frankly... I made all of you feel like you are not enough for me, when I simply wanted you to try harder... Which you refused completely blind to your own selfishness. The difference between me and you is I actually try to compromise, and you make me feel like I'm shit for it. That I'm NOT worth it.
I'm done being the bad guy.
I'm done crying and pouring my soul out to people who don't really give a fuck if I exist. So I'm retiring.
And more so I am sick of the drama.
I am a conscientious objector to the disgusting inequity of the human condition. Y'all seriously can have it your way. I will have no part of your copacetic sterilization of artistic expression or the social political castration of creativity under the guise of moral obedience.
Films like Akira would never be made under the strict censorship of today. Really, you made the whole world boring to me. You sucked the wonder out of my world.
More so, I am a mess, and I am drained socially and have decided to become a hermit for whatever time I have left in my unreasonably long life.
Consider this comparable to a vow of silence.
I see everyone for the hypocrites they are.
I'm expected to meet everyone's needs...
But I'm not allowed to live on an adequate wage.
So I reject this society. I reject consciousness and it's over stimulating entirety.
What does this mean? It means I'm sick of fucking being your punching bag. It means I'm sick of being the boogeyman. It means you NEVER fucking cared.
But most importantly it means that I embrace freedom and all its Liberty. You have the right to choose.
And I have the right to walk away.
From the bottom of my fucking heart, fuck you.
and Good-fucking-bye.
The real world is waiting on the other side
of this rabbit hole.
And if it is not... Well fuck.
Oops?
jk.
