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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Yep, full suspention. I've got a plan in case I fail somehow as well.
I doubt you will fail in full suspension...
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
You are a brave women. I set up a noose in my basement a couple weeks ago. Tied it to a steel rafter. Still up there. I really can't see myself getting the courage to do it but I may have too as a last resort someday. I'm look at more options first.
I wish I had an option like that.. I mean basement.. If it is high enough under the ceiling..
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
Good luck Lilly, I hope it goes smoothly and you find peace.
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
Good luck Lilly, I hope it goes smoothly and you find peace.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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I wish I had an option like that.. I mean basement.. If it is high enough under the ceiling..
It's not high enough for drop hanging. Just high enough for full suspension.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
2,820
My setup is too.
Unfortunately for me, high ceilings and high panic responses don't mix too well. I don't think I could convince myself to go like that anytime soon.

I often think - it will hurt like like hell but at least I won't regret it 10 minutes later. But the hurting like hell part gets to me.
 
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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
Good luck and have a safe journey to peace, Lilly.
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Unfortunately for me, high ceilings and high panic responses don't mix too well. I don't think I could convince myself to go like that anytime soon.

I often think - it will hurt like like hell but at least I won't regret it 10 minutes later. But the hurting like hell part gets to me.
Put the knot/noose tight at the back of your neck, when hanging then, you'll pass out quickly and no pain..
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Everytime i see a thread like this and the poster comes back the next day saying they didn't do it reminds me of this
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Lol
That's funny shit
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
2,820
Put the knot/noose tight at the back of your neck, when hanging then, you'll pass out quickly and no pain..
Seems like I'll feel something before I pass out. But thanks for the advice. I need all the knowledge I can get so if I do get the courage at some point it will be easier. Still looking for better methods.
 
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AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Seems like I'll feel something before I pass out. But thanks for the advice. I need all the knowledge I can get so if I do get the courage at some point it will be easier. Still looking for better methods.
Anytime :) Maybe a drink or so would help ease the instinct..
 
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worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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Anytime :) Maybe a drink or so would help ease the instinct..
It didn't with I tried partial a couple years ago. I'm gonna need some heavy shit like whiskey. Beer just don't seem to do the trick.
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
It didn't with I tried partial a couple years ago. I'm gonna need some heavy shit like whiskey. Beer just don't seem to do the trick.
Good luck no matter how you do it :)
 
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worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
2,820
Good luck no matter how you do it :)
Thanks buddy. There are only 3 methods I'd use right now if I had them - N, the tank, or a shotgun. Wouldn't even need liquid courage for that.
 
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AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Thanks buddy. There are only 3 methods I'd use right now if I had them - N, the tank, or a shotgun. Wouldn't even need liquid courage for that.
Anytime buddy :) I was drowning in a margarita tank few years ago.. I did manage to go pee three times before I drowned though :p lol
 
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