catching my plane tomorrow!

[Stan]

How do you all cope losing members of the forum

right now, not coping at all

 

[Adrinabik]

Fuck I feel low. I don't mean to make this about me. But this surreal.

 

[Stan]

Fuck I feel low. I don't mean to make this about me. But this surreal.

This is a real as life gets

 

[Rocksandsand]

How do you all cope losing members of the forum

We don't. Everything just gets a bit more dull as the lights fade out

 

[Squiddy]

I didn't know you all that long, but goodbye

 

[Stan]

I can only wish her a peaceful passing now as I am sure everyone else does

 

[Nihilistic Porcupine]

Fuck I feel low. I don't mean to make this about me. But this surreal.

Yeah.

She reminds me so much of a dear friend I had.

Did you get to snapchat with her?

I wish I'd been on here sooner. I suppose it happens a lot here.

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

Should be any minute now.

 

[Adrinabik]

Yeah.

She reminds me so much of a dear friend I had.

Did you get to snapchat with her?

I wish I'd been on here sooner. I suppose it happens a lot here.

No I didn't, I wish we did though.

If any of you want to talk with me my snap is jermz345

I promise to always be a friend
She's viewing this thread so she's hasn't ctb yet. We love and care about you

 

[Evacplan33]

Been 7 min.

 

[Dystopia]

I'm late to say my final goodbye but I hope you find the rainbow bridge you dreamed about many times. I hope you found peace

 

[Jean4]

Sending you love, peace, and a safe journey. Please look after us.

 

[Stan]

The dignity and calmness really impacted me. She had many reasons to rant at the world and her end was a tribute to her

 

[Rocksandsand]

The dignity and calmness really impacted me. She had many reasons to rant at the world and her end was a tribute to her

That's something that always strikes me here. When people CtB they are mostly calm and reflective, not bitter. I think it's a testament to the ability of humanity to feel positive once they are guaranteed relief?

 

[Stan]

The mods should create a remembrance wall

 

[Squiddy]

The mods should create a remembrance wall

I agree they should

 

[Jean4]

The mods should create a remembrance wall

That is an excellent idea. I have nobody. It would be nice to be remembered

 

[DeathImminent]

That is an excellent idea. I have nobody. It would be nice to be remembered

You have us

 

[Jean4]

You have us

Thank you. I'm back after a failed attempt and my one friend @JadedGray is banned. I wonder if she made it and I didn't. It's very sad.

 

[DeathImminent]

Thank you. I'm back after a failed attempt and my one friend @JadedGray is banned. I wonder if she made it and I didn't. It's very sad.

Ive read some of your posts and i see you are lonely, is that your main reason to wanting to die? And seems like JadedGray self-banned herself

 

[Stan]

Thank you. I'm back after a failed attempt and my one friend @JadedGray is banned. I wonder if she made it and I didn't. It's very sad.

Natalia was here only a short time and made many friends. Just reach out Jean. Maybe start a new thread and tell the story of what you have been through recently

 

[Jean4]

Natalia was here only a short time and made many friends. Just reach out Jean. Maybe start a new thread and tell the story of what you have been through recently

Thank you. I will. Just have to get over the shock she is gone.

Ive read some of your posts and i see you are lonely, is that your main reason to wanting to die? And seems like JadedGray self-banned herself

Thank you for letting me know that. I actually wrote an admin asking what happened to her. If she didn't kill herself, maybe she will be back.

 

[nothingleft]

This is really surreal.

 

[Stan]

She hasn't been active for an hour now

 

[nothingleft]

She hasn't been active for an hour now

Hope you're doing ok too

 

[Stan]

Hope you're doing ok too

utterly surprised that I have never cried for myself and then this triggers me. I didn't even cry at close family funerals or when I watched my folks die (separately). I would love a therapist to explain that one away

 

[nothingleft]

utterly surprised that I have never cried for myself and then this triggers me. I didn't even cry at close family funerals or when I watched my folks die (separately). I would love a therapist to explain that one away

I cried reading it last night too. There was something about it that really got to me and still sort of does. She was younger than I am and I think that's part of it. I just wish things had been different, that this didn't have to happen.

 

[Rocksandsand]

utterly surprised that I have never cried for myself and then this triggers me. I didn't even cry at close family funerals or when I watched my folks die (separately). I would love a therapist to explain that one away

I got the same thing when my mother died and then when @Fordprefect died. I cried so hard that day. Now I just have the sad smile... These people suffer so much and have so much warmth here. I hate seeing them go, but I love that they're no longer suffering

 

[Adrinabik]

Her whole death was so normal . It's unsettling.

 

[who doesn't matter]

So, Natalia passed on. Bit late but, safe travels friend.