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blossomhill2021

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Sep 25, 2024
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I've been trying to find a way to go that's assured to do the job without intense torturous suffering, and that won't leave me alive and crippled.

I came up with the idea to buy a small tent and a small charcoal burner, and get inside the tent with lit charcoals in the burner, perhaps with some safety arrangement so that the burner can't fall over, or if it does fall over, it won't be a hazard. I'll work that out later.

But the basic idea - would this have a good chance of working okay?

I hear accidents that happen where there's a CO leak, and people just drop unconscious before they know anything is going on, and there are constant public health and safety warnings about the dangers of CO leaks from central heating systems, so that would indicate to me that this would be a painless way to go. Anyone know any more about this?
 
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dustoff

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Apr 15, 2026
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the problem with bbq in a tent is that u need to keep the place airtight. mb it's a good idea to buy a tent and place a CO meter inside while a small amounts of coals burn in it if the concentration of CO stay consistent it might work
 
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dlozi

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May 5, 2026
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I'm inspired by Zanexx after wasting so much time 'practicing' the 'night night' method without success. I think hanging is just barbaric.

My charcoal fire 🔥 is doing great! It's a beginning of winter this side in South Africa, the fire is nice and cozy. I'm fortunate to have an outside room where I can be alone. I have taken pain killers tablets, I don't want any pain. Soon I'll close the door and sleep forever 😎. I feel very fortunate I didn't have to buy tents and rent out camping sites.

I've been reading a lot from this gem of a forum. My body is 34 years old, I was going to be 35 years old November.

My reason for deciding to just sleep for some time(only Anubis know how long) is because I couldn't take how cruel this world is currently being run. Basically the 'economy' is based on war. The wars are necessary to keep this world going. All the inventions come from wars.

I've never worked in my life, I kinda figured out early in my life how this system worked. I have to take more than I give to survive (profit). I couldn't do it.

I've been living on borrowed time. I kept digging for purpose and meaning. I think I found how creation works, I'm glad I know what most don't but this also gave me so much pressure, like I had to do something and help the ignorant from realising GOOD.

We really don't die, ever. We loose bodies, like plants and everything else alive, bodies grow from conception to old age. We change them like clothes. It's up to us what we do with them really. What you should know is that Anubis doesn't make a mistake when deciding which time and body you're born in on your next cycle of birth.

The earth is a body, its getting old and dies. So is the sun and the galaxy.

When one dies, you move from fast motion(creating physical bodies) to slow motion, no physical bodies(just like the water cycle, gas move slow, ice, very fast). We're minds, we create our bodies each and every day.

Take good care on what occupies your mind. Anubis is a metaphor. Your are what goes on in your mind. Your body dies. Your mind live forever. Your mind was attracted by your mother's womb when your long sleep ended and started to desire to live physically.

Sorry for my bad English and my 'Mr knows it all' pointless mumbling.

I sleep.
 

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