can't wait to fucking die

[Willdieby30]

imagine all the state surveillors laughing their ass off at me, as i am forced to live homeless for the next 70 years.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry you have to be homeless. I couldn't deal with that and I dunno, I might ctb in a desperate way if that happened to me.
I can barely survive now and I have, supposedly, "all I need".

I don't wanna get any older! Just get me the hell outta here please!

 

[Braindead Atheist]

imagine all the state surveillors laughing their ass off at me, as i am forced to live homeless for the next 70 years.

what happened? Thats going to be me soon too. Maybe we could kill ourselves together! I really hate this life and just want to forget it all.

 

[Willdieby30]

what happened? Thats going to be me soon too. Maybe we could kill ourselves together! I really hate this life and just want to forget it all.

in my life, a lot has happened i guess. i am ready to end it. it looks like you are in kansas, i may dm you

 

[Hollowillow]

imagine all the state surveillors laughing their ass off at me, as i am forced to live homeless for the next 70 years.

I heard of people getting off the streets but I think I'd get off a bridge. Or on a train track. Travel the world?

 

[wanttodie]

me to

 

[Obliviate]

The fact that the government actively makes laws to hinder helping homeless people is disgusting. I am so sorry. I honestly would be homeless if I wasn't living with my abusive family. I would be extremely desperate to CTB if I was in that position. May you find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so awful how such a thing as homelessness even exists. Life is just too cruel. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[Rational man]

imagine all the state surveillors laughing their ass off at me, as i am forced to live homeless for the next 70 years.

it makes me angry when i read posts like yours. Im sorry you find you homeless. Its a basic human right to have a safe plwce and yet governments just blagh blagh blagj. We dont need all this office space. So many buildings could be converted into living flats ro help struggling people. The government does little

 

[SieMeCryOrDie]

Hey, I'm not sure if you're still currently homeless but I'm in the same boat

 

[Littlewittlelight]

Hey, I'm not sure if you're still currently homeless but I'm in the same boat

Hey I feel for you. I don't know what the world has come to. I can't do much I know but please you have me if you need to talk. I know that's not a thing which would help in the slightest amount but I am also hurt.

 

[SieMeCryOrDie]

Hey I feel for you. I don't know what the world has come to. I can't do much I know but please you have me if you need to talk. I know that's not a thing which would help in the slightest amount but I am also hurt.

Thanks and talking helps too. What's going on with you?

 

[Willdieby30]

it makes me angry when i read posts like yours. Im sorry you find you homeless. Its a basic human right to have a safe plwce and yet governments just blagh blagh blagj. We dont need all this office space. So many buildings could be converted into living flats ro help struggling people. The government does little

cheers. currently trying to at least move out of america, to asia or europe, well, i have been trying for years now

I heard of people getting off the streets but I think I'd get off a bridge. Or on a train track. Travel the world?

not sure what you mean with the train and bridge and then travel, but yeah, that is my plan, to emigrate out of america. funny how that works, death is the only other option.

 

[bammer]

cheers. currently trying to at least move out of america, to asia or europe, well, i have been trying for years now

not sure what you mean with the train and bridge and then travel, but yeah, that is my plan, to emigrate out of america. funny how that works, death is the only other option.

I see you recently got back. can you tell how things have you changed for you if you don't mind? I am sorry that you were homeless. I hope moving out helps I laud your will to live. Life is given to live I am still glad you are trying live rest it's our own decision in the end of we choose to live or not but I can't say anymore just that you are trying. If you need someone to talk I am here if that helps even a bit I know it's not going to be of help but words are from the bottoms of my heart that this thing is the most basic most basic *a home* and we are denied that for reasons even caveman had caves to live now we have to be on street in this far so called advanced world.

 

[makethepainstop]

Well as I write this officials are saying a very large hurricane with 100/150 mph winds will hit my part of the state. I live in a double wide moble home on an acre in ye woods. I have insisted my sister and niece go stay with her husband in another county. I have decided to stay. My place has no insurance on it so, it gets blown away, I am instantly homeless, with no recourse. Should I become homeless, I'll skip the sn, and go right to 45 cal deringer. I'm too old to start over. Love to all here.

 

[Willdieby30]

I see you recently got back. can you tell how things have you changed for you if you don't mind? I am sorry that you were homeless. I hope moving out helps I laud your will to live. Life is given to live I am still glad you are trying live rest it's our own decision in the end of we choose to live or not but I can't say anymore just that you are trying. If you need someone to talk I am here if that helps even a bit I know it's not going to be of help but words are from the bottoms of my heart that this thing is the most basic most basic *a home* and we are denied that for reasons even caveman had caves to live now we have to be on street in this far so called advanced world.

got back, like online? it is true, i am not often logged in. got back, as in i seem to not be homeless? i am homeless, i do have an income and a fragile month to month arrangement at an apartment. i do not have a home, i will never find a home in america, and this is especially the case with the financial reality and poor societal organization i have to deal with. got back, like, i seem to not be suicidal? suicide is always difficult because even technically speaking, it is not an easy task. i would often rather not be alive than be alive. the next best thing i can do is not spend my life in an evil society, this is why i will emigrate out of america.

i appreciate how you talk, of what a home is. we may chat, i am open to this. i am often not logged in, but i do tend to be if i know i have an ongoing conversation.

 

[Rational man]

cheers. currently trying to at least move out of america, to asia or europe, well, i have been trying for years now

not sure what you mean with the train and bridge and then travel, but yeah, that is my plan, to emigrate out of america. funny how that works, death is the only other option.

 

[Willdieby30]

Well as I write this officials are saying a very large hurricane with 100/150 mph winds will hit my part of the state. I live in a double wide moble home on an acre in ye woods. I have insisted my sister and niece go stay with her husband in another county. I have decided to stay. My place has no insurance on it so, it gets blown away, I am instantly homeless, with no recourse. Should I become homeless, I'll skip the sn, and go right to 45 cal deringer. I'm too old to start over. Love to all here.

what is the reason you decided to stay?

rational man, not sure if it is intentional but the reply you left seems to be blank

 

[Rational man]

cheers. currently trying to at least move out of america, to asia or europe, well, i have been trying for years now

not sure what you mean with the train and bridge and then travel, but yeah, that is my plan, to emigrate out of america. funny how that works, death is the only other option.

Perhaps you need a new start. Once you're stuck in a hole it's difficult to get out. If you're serious about emigrating in can say that I know a couple of your country folk who moved to England many Years ago and they decided to stay. I know the economy is in trouble but there is a real labour shortage here. So I wish you better than you have because you deserve more. Peace.❤

what is the reason you decided to stay?

rational man, not sure if it is intentional but the reply you left seems to be blank

Yes I hit reply before I said my words

 

[makethepainstop]

Well I can't move my antique furniture, guns, every thing I own is here. Besides I have asked God for decades to release me,(let me die), now I see an opportunity. I can stay and people will say, that damn old fool should have left, that idiot! Yet they are the fools as I am receiving a gift, as it won't be seen as suicide by those who could be hurt by my loss.

 

[bammer]

got back, like online? it is true, i am not often logged in. got back, as in i seem to not be homeless? i am homeless, i do have an income and a fragile month to month arrangement at an apartment. i do not have a home, i will never find a home in america, and this is especially the case with the financial reality and poor societal organization i have to deal with. got back, like, i seem to not be suicidal? suicide is always difficult because even technically speaking, it is not an easy task. i would often rather not be alive than be alive. the next best thing i can do is not spend my life in an evil society, this is why i will emigrate out of america.

i appreciate how you talk, of what a home is. we may chat, i am open to this. i am often not logged in, but i do tend to be if i know i have an ongoing conversation.

No, sorry I didn't mean to guess I meant you came back on SaSu it felt you were offline because that thread was a year old. I am sorry I now am aware I am sorry thst you still have to struggle to get the basic thing. It's really painful I really am trying to be grateful for what I have I am such a burden and don't appreciate things always but I really think how we are denied the basic things. I can't live the way you are living by this I mean I can't have your life but I have some words whatever you are doing you are human and I wish it was possible for everyone to have the most basic things atleast. Life is somewhat always unfair but sometimes it's so unfair with some people. I have only words right now. My own country sucks and it's not what you would think but I also think that Europe and some countries in other continents are better and people aren't treated so badly or it's possible to atleast get the basic things and better job opportunities or the people who are understanding. I hope I just hope your situation gets a lil better else it gets atleast bearable.
I will surely dm you thank you.

 

[Willdieby30]

No, sorry I didn't mean to guess I meant you came back on SaSu it felt you were offline because that thread was a year old. I am sorry I now am aware I am sorry thst you still have to struggle to get the basic thing. It's really painful I really am trying to be grateful for what I have I am such a burden and don't appreciate things always but I really think how we are denied the basic things. I can't live the way you are living by this I mean I can't have your life but I have some words whatever you are doing you are human and I wish it was possible for everyone to have the most basic things atleast. Life is somewhat always unfair but sometimes it's so unfair with some people. I have only words right now. My own country sucks and it's not what you would think but I also think that Europe and some countries in other continents are better and people aren't treated so badly or it's possible to atleast get the basic things and better job opportunities or the people who are understanding. I hope I just hope your situation gets a lil better else it gets atleast bearable.
I will surely dm you thank you.

cheers. i would like to talk with you. yes, things are difficult. trying to emigrate, it just happens to be an idea and life goal of mine

 

[Al0neAlwayz]

Well I can't move my antique furniture, guns, every thing I own is here. Besides I have asked God for decades to release me,(let me die), now I see an opportunity. I can stay and people will say, that damn old fool should have left, that idiot! Yet they are the fools as I am receiving a gift, as it won't be seen as suicide by those who could be hurt by my loss.

Wish I could come die with you. I love storm weather too, so I'd go out listening to and seeing something I like. I don't like all the destruction afterward, but the weather during...