voool

voool

Experienced
Sep 18, 2018
261
Ctb time
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Peaceful travels.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Decided to go through with it, despite the circumstances with your cousin? Anyways, best of luck..

Still going with your H. method and inserting it rectally?
 
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voool

voool

Experienced
Sep 18, 2018
261
Decided to go through with it, despite the circumstances with your cousin? Anyways, best of luck..

Still going with your H. method and inserting it rectally?
Yep still going through with the plan
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Yep still going through with the plan
=( going to miss you....but i want you to find your peace cause i know your in pain all the time
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
2,488
Glad to see you're ready to ctb

what is your method?
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Are you going to have fun tonight at least? And are you going to CTB in a nice hotel room?
 
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IfHeDiesHeDies

IfHeDiesHeDies

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
383
Godspeed and may you find peace.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
Godspeed
 
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voool

voool

Experienced
Sep 18, 2018
261
Are you going to have fun tonight at least? And are you going to CTB in a nice hotel room?
Yeah I got a nice one picked out.
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
Heroin overdose
General information for the community about the effect Heroin has on the body.

Once heroin enters the brain, it is converted to morphine and binds rapidly to opioid receptors. People who use heroin typically report feeling a surge of pleasurable sensation—a "rush." The intensity of the rush is a function of how much drug is taken and how rapidly the drug enters the brain and binds to the opioid receptors. With heroin, the rush is usually accompanied by a warm flushing of the skin, dry mouth, and a heavy feeling in the extremities. Nausea, vomiting, and severe itching may also occur. After the initial effects, users usually will be drowsy for several hours; mental function is clouded; heart function slows; and breathing is also severely slowed, sometimes enough to be life-threatening. Slowed breathing can also lead to coma and permanent brain damage.
Source: National Institue on Drug Abuse, Heroin
 
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Moony21

Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
273
Good luck and sleep well. I hope you'll find peace.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
General information for the community about the effect Heroin has on the body.

Once heroin enters the brain, it is converted to morphine and binds rapidly to opioid receptors. People who use heroin typically report feeling a surge of pleasurable sensation—a "rush." The intensity of the rush is a function of how much drug is taken and how rapidly the drug enters the brain and binds to the opioid receptors. With heroin, the rush is usually accompanied by a warm flushing of the skin, dry mouth, and a heavy feeling in the extremities. Nausea, vomiting, and severe itching may also occur. After the initial effects, users usually will be drowsy for several hours; mental function is clouded; heart function slows; and breathing is also severely slowed, sometimes enough to be life-threatening. Slowed breathing can also lead to coma and permanent brain damage.
Source: National Institue on Drug Abuse, Heroin
Biased source then :-/
Sorry.
I say that because AFAIK it's more peaceful than that
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Fair winds and clear skies, Voool. And a peaceful rest when you arrive.
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
I wish you the best Rush of your life.
 
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Nov 23, 2018
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HannibalLector

Student
Jul 5, 2018
161
voool, im so worried about you i cant sleep. In Nitschkes Exit RP Test Morphine scores 4/10 and fentanyl scores 8/10 in reliability. Fentanyl is several times stronger then heroin, this implies that the reliability based on Nitschkes test places heroin somewhere between 5/10 and 7/10 in reliability. You cant make heroin strong like fentanyl because that would cost maybe 50 times what you pay for it and besides that it wouldn't be possible to inject that large amount.

I admire your courage but don't be overly confident in your method.

The antidote naloxone, is both a blessing and a curse.

voool, mabey you want consider using other more reliable method or multiple methods. Like combine your method with carbon monoxide (9/10) or hydrogen sulfide (10/10) (if that would make a good combination).

voool, be careful so you don't end up like Mr McKee. We could all get the same faith unless we learn from the tragedy and consider our options wisely.


I rather you have a successful ctb then add more suffering to your life.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Yeah I got a nice one picked out.
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
General information for the community about the effect Heroin has on the body.

Once heroin enters the brain, it is converted to morphine and binds rapidly to opioid receptors. People who use heroin typically report feeling a surge of pleasurable sensation—a "rush." The intensity of the rush is a function of how much drug is taken and how rapidly the drug enters the brain and binds to the opioid receptors. With heroin, the rush is usually accompanied by a warm flushing of the skin, dry mouth, and a heavy feeling in the extremities. Nausea, vomiting, and severe itching may also occur. After the initial effects, users usually will be drowsy for several hours; mental function is clouded; heart function slows; and breathing is also severely slowed, sometimes enough to be life-threatening. Slowed breathing can also lead to coma and permanent brain damage.
Source: National Institue on Drug Abuse, Heroin
But it does sound like a good ctb method.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
492
Have a peace.
 
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Crest33

Crest33

Sheet slinger
Nov 28, 2018
261
voool, im so worried about you i cant sleep. In Nitschkes Exit RP Test Morphine scores 4/10 and fentanyl scores 8/10 in reliability. Fentanyl is several times stronger then heroin, this implies that the reliability based on Nitschkes test places heroin somewhere between 5/10 and 7/10 in reliability. You cant make heroin strong like fentanyl because that would cost maybe 50 times what you pay for it and besides that it wouldn't be possible to inject that large amount.

I admire your courage but don't be overly confident in your method.

The antidote naloxone, is both a blessing and a curse.

voool, mabey you want consider using other more reliable method or multiple methods. Like combine your method with carbon monoxide (9/10) or hydrogen sulfide (10/10) (if that would make a good combination).

voool, be careful so you don't end up like Mr McKee. We could all get the same faith unless we learn from the tragedy and consider our options wisely.


I rather you have a successful ctb then add more suffering to your life.

Real fentanyl is not really an option anymore, it's gotten scarce. The most trustable dark web sites don't sell it anymore. And going on random dark web sites might not be very smart. Atm i stand by sn, it might not be pleasant. It's proven effective when not found for several hours.
 
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Jenna

Jenna

Experienced
Nov 21, 2018
234
voool, im so worried about you i cant sleep. In Nitschkes Exit RP Test Morphine scores 4/10 and fentanyl scores 8/10 in reliability. Fentanyl is several times stronger then heroin, this implies that the reliability based on Nitschkes test places heroin somewhere between 5/10 and 7/10 in reliability. You cant make heroin strong like fentanyl because that would cost maybe 50 times what you pay for it and besides that it wouldn't be possible to inject that large amount.

I admire your courage but don't be overly confident in your method.

The antidote naloxone, is both a blessing and a curse.

voool, mabey you want consider using other more reliable method or multiple methods. Like combine your method with carbon monoxide (9/10) or hydrogen sulfide (10/10) (if that would make a good combination).

voool, be careful so you don't end up like Mr McKee. We could all get the same faith unless we learn from the tragedy and consider our options wisely.


I rather you have a successful ctb then add more suffering to your life.


Could his parents have refused the feeding tube and ventilator? That is really scary.
 
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HannibalLector

Student
Jul 5, 2018
161
Could his parents have refused the feeding tube and ventilator? That is really scary.

His parents could arrange swiss option for him or consider mercy killing instead of torture him. I wish we all could collect money for him to pay for a lawyer and swiss option.
 
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voool

voool

Experienced
Sep 18, 2018
261
Just tried a little of it. Feels good
 
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52shriek

52shriek

Student
Nov 6, 2018
112
Best of luck and safe journey
 
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GhostedToast

GhostedToast

Wants to disappear
Sep 25, 2018
144
I wish you luck and hope you can find the peace you want.
 
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tevati

Student
Sep 25, 2018
156
Is this really you on the pic?
 
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