Venting Can't stop trying

[oofuf]

Ordered some rope. Gonna go out and look for a tree. Considering all the failed attempts; I don't think that I can pull it off.

But I won't know for sure if I don't try. It's been so long since that first attempt, and I've continued to hate this life for every second that followed it.
I haven't tried my best.
I know it.
I also know that this time won't be my best. But it will be better than my previous attempts

I'll get the supplies next week. That's when I try again. I scheduled a note to be sent to this forum by the end of the month. hopefully I won't be there to delete it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also hate existing, I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace from the suffering.

 

[SummerSolesLongLost]

Good luck, maybe look into gas or sn if the rope fails you.