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nottheend

nottheend

When will enough be enough!!
Sep 8, 2021
99
I have lost the will to live and have nothing left to give
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,437
I understand how you feel. All I want is to fall asleep and never wake up. Life is a horrible thing. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Party__3nd5

Member
Oct 4, 2021
18
There is nothing that gives me more peace than thinking about sleeping and never waking up again, it is a comfort.
 
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Darkmoon Queen

Darkmoon Queen

Specialist
Apr 1, 2020
396
Yeah, same. I can't even think straight anymore.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Same here. I'm lying on my bed and thinking about the mess I am. I don't want to live anymore.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
I haven't even had the energy to think about suicide. I feel like a robot. I can't do much besides fulfill my basic biological functions at this point, and even then only barely.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
I gave up long time ago. All what needs to happen is that i actually go ahead with it. I hope that i get over with whats holding me back soon so i am done with this mess for good
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
I feel exactly the same.
 
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forgotten15

forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
332
I'm with you. There's nothing left here for me, but for some weird reason I am still around.
Maybe if I had sn/n on my hand would be so much easier to decide to end it, but when I see the only option i have right now is hanging, I feel held back. So many mixed emotions, I wish I was stronger and more decised on this.
 
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hlynn95

hlynn95

Anxious Loner
Oct 2, 2021
44
I haven't even had the energy to think about suicide. I feel like a robot. I can't do much besides fulfill my basic biological functions at this point, and even then only barely.
This is how I often feel. This is what depression looks like. No motivation or energy. Maybe try antidepressants? I know what it's like to not have the motivation to get anything done, but at least try to be productive! :/
 
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Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
1,736
This is how I often feel. This is what depression looks like. No motivation or energy. Maybe try antidepressants? I know what it's like to not have the motivation to get anything done, but at least try to be productive! :/
Try to be productive? Urgh. I hate it when people say stuff like that to me as though I'm having a whale of a time, stuck in a rut and presumably choosing to stay there.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
This is how I often feel. This is what depression looks like. No motivation or energy. Maybe try antidepressants? I know what it's like to not have the motivation to get anything done, but at least try to be productive! :/
I'm aware. I've tried antidepressant. It doesn't work. I've "tried to be productive" for almost 7 years now, it only makes things worse, there's a point where it's time to stop.

Thanks for your concern though.
 
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