- Apr 10, 2023
I think it's clear that Im too much of a coward to CTB. I need to stop being sentimental and stop attempting to give a shit about others. I need to be honest and straight with myself. And honestly Ill just have to move forward and stop being lazy or else Ill get stuck. I've faced traumatic things, but it doesent excuse my behaviors. And honestly Im not deppressed. Just suicidal ideation and apathy. I just need to try my best, and stop feeling guilty and remorseful.