DepressedDude
Life destroyed by invega
- Apr 21, 2024
- 108
All courage to make any attempt is just gone, I've read too much about the risks if it fails and they've instilled too much fear.
I can't live either, I sleep around 18hrs a day, half of which is being awake just thinking about all negative things how bad the world is, suicide etc.
To kill the few hours I'm awake I go for a 2hr walk then watch the News and read forums like this or Reddit.
Occasionally I'll play Video games or watch Netflix but I can only manage 1hr.
I don't enjoy any of this except sleeping (when I'm actually asleep and dreaming), the second I wake up I'm miserable.
Euthanasia sounds like the only solution but it'll probably never become available.
I can't live either, I sleep around 18hrs a day, half of which is being awake just thinking about all negative things how bad the world is, suicide etc.
To kill the few hours I'm awake I go for a 2hr walk then watch the News and read forums like this or Reddit.
Occasionally I'll play Video games or watch Netflix but I can only manage 1hr.
I don't enjoy any of this except sleeping (when I'm actually asleep and dreaming), the second I wake up I'm miserable.
Euthanasia sounds like the only solution but it'll probably never become available.