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un.exist

un.exist

does it end
Dec 25, 2025
130
Things aren't looking up at all
I've tried everything i swear
I've been living on borrowed energy for a while now
I'll really have to go soon whether I like it or not...

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summary of my life in 2025 - 2026
Worse than the crash in 2008 ...
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
169
Me too and I don't know why I'm here , I'm just waiting for death and I'm only 27 years old
 
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Feldsparc

Student
Jan 3, 2025
156
My entire life crashed from June 2024. Its been two years of misery each and every day. Identity loss, divorce, affair being found out, bpd diagnosis, guilt, shame of family coming to know, migration, loss of job, everything hit me at the same time. I wonder how I'm alive. And i haven't even given the full details
 
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yellow rose

Member
Apr 24, 2026
28
Yep, can definitely relate, I really can't keep going.
 
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kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
124
I also feel terrible today. Have run out of benzos since 2 days ago and need to go to the doctor to get a new prescription.
 

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