Can’t handle tinnitus anymore. This condition is too dark and I’m tired of the panic.

[nostalgia addict]

My tinnitus was finally improving after 6 months since my worsening and I wasn't in full on nightmare mode, I was able to focus on other things, I was able to be in a quiet room and it was bearable instead of nonstop panic, Iforgot the suffering and became too confident and took my prescription amphetamine for the first time in a year, my tinnitus has been back to square one since.

 

[crxssedho3]

My tinnitus was finally improving after 6 months since my worsening and I wasn't in full on nightmare mode, I was able to focus on other things, I was able to be in a quiet room and it was bearable instead of nonstop panic, Iforgot the suffering and became too confident and took my prescription amphetamine for the first time in a year, my tinnitus has been back to square one since.

I've never had tinnitus but always have been scared of it since I'm in the metal scene. I really hope you do recover and I think if it got better once it could get better again like you said your medication probably disrupted whatever progress you had so now it needs to heal.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of it all, it's horrible how there is no limit as to how torturous existing can get, existence is just too cruel.

 

[Enlighten]

My tinnitus was finally improving after 6 months since my worsening and I wasn't in full on nightmare mode, I was able to focus on other things, I was able to be in a quiet room and it was bearable instead of nonstop panic, Iforgot the suffering and became too confident and took my prescription amphetamine for the first time in a year, my tinnitus has been back to square one since.

I've never had tinnitus either, but it seems like terrible suffering. I really hope it gets better for you.

 

[Old Friend]

I've had it as of May this year. In my right ear. I miss the sound of silence.

 

[unfixable]

I've had since fall of last year since my ear was damaged, it is like listening to screaming cicadas in my ears day and night. It gets slightly better if I sleep(which is increasingly becoming less and less possible) and every loud noise throughout the day dials it up. I have to wear over the ear headphones or earplugs just to stack dishes. Silence for me is gone and it's never coming back. That day that I damaged my ears I broke down crying because I knew in that moment that nerve damage is forever, it was just one more automatic life sentence that would be added to my list. I understand your pain.

 

[carac]

I was listening to this guy the other night called Peter Studenik, he managed to cure his tinnitus. He wrote a book but you can listen to some of his conversations for free

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

im sorry, tinnitus is hell