Can't finish what im starting

[kosmischerunfall]

It's always like that, i'm starting something, a new job, friends, opportunities, and it always ends in the same exact way.

I end up don't liking it and in a possible [suicidal] crisis

I really regret starting my apprenticeship as a nurse, but i always fail to cope with stress even if it's minimal, i'm just not made for this life, those feelings..

Im ducking weak, and hate my mind so much.

I'm too sensitive,

I wanna die now, honestly.