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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,229
I try to understand why is life worth living
If sadness is all you ever known
If sadness is all you ever worn
What is worth living of a life full of disgrace
full empty, like my heart is
Laying in this cold
All I see in the mirror is a coward
A coward that doesn't seem to be able to finish with this nightmare
I am so mad at myself, i am always mad
Life is driving me mad, or maybe I lost it years ago. I am so exhausted.
 
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forced2live

forced2live

Forced2live
Aug 15, 2022
44
i want to sleep and never wake up
 
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hopelessdreams

hopelessdreams

life and its opposite
Mar 1, 2022
176
life is only worth living when one has a purpose to fulfill.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,055
To me, life never possibly could be worth enduring, life is not worth anything, there is no value to existing, to exist is just a way to suffer unnecessarily all for the sake of it. The only real relief is in the thought of this useless existence permanently being forgotten about and never having to experience anything ever again. But I understand the frustrations of still being here when you really wish that you were gone. I do really hate the fact that the only freedom from the endless days of torture can be so hard to achieve. Just being here certainly is tiring.
 
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Mofreeko

Mofreeko

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
478
Accepting that your life isn't worth continuing is step 1. Figuring a way out is the real journey.
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
Accepting that your life isn't worth continuing is step 1. Figuring a way out is the real journey.
I like this. Absolutely agree.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
552
Life isn't worth living if there is no satisfaction to be gained from it.
 
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Lonerzepam

Lonerzepam

O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
619
And money, good looks, love, friends....
All temporary
Accepting that your life isn't worth continuing is step 1. Figuring a way out is the real journey.
By figuring a way out do you mean ctb or working on and potentially improving ones situation? Or do you mean both at the same time like a retorical question?
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
I really wanted to be in the place of one of these people who claim that life is a gift, just to understand why they think this way, to understand what's in their life that makes it worth. I'd like to have them live my life too, to see if they would become suicidal just like me.
 
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mateodolores

mateodolores

walking corpse
Dec 5, 2022
52
I agree with this post. There is no point in living if you're not enjoying it, I always say.
 
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ryo the frog

ryo the frog

I'm in your house
Jun 27, 2022
71
It's different for everyone. they're those who find or give themselves purpose, fulfilling that purpose makes life worth it to them. or they'll harness the good presented to them and decide that's worth enduring such a bleak existence. and they have a right to. and as much as they have a right to live in spite of everything, others have a right to not want to live because of everything; to leave on our own terms.

I don't know you but I'll still go ahead and say you don't deserve to have to endure such needless suffering. I hope you're able to find your peace one way or another.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
What is the point of life if there is no enjoyment?
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,684
I can't even convince myself that life is worth living, let alone, anyone else.
 
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Resinn66

Student
Sep 5, 2021
120
I really wanted to be in the place of one of these people who claim that life is a gift, just to understand why they think this way, to understand what's in their life that makes it worth. I'd like to have them live my life too, to see if they would become suicidal just like me.
They're just wired differently than us. They have pleasures in things we don't. I myself for example don't like having conversations or small talk. That's why they are Pro-life. Unfortunately they are the vast majority and politicians will not act for Euthanasia for this reason
imho
 
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spixs_macaw

waiting for a miracle
Sep 28, 2022
30
i want to sleep and never wake up
I feel the same way. Every evening when going to bed I just wish that I won't wake up the next day. Even more devastating is this feeling in the morning; knowing you have to make through another day and again the same thought or rather hope in the evening.
 
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